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Masalah bertimbun plak da....

SO WHAT??

Nape sjak akhir2 nie akoo rase akoo nie xdhrgai oleh fmily akoo??

akoo rase akoo nie bwak bebn jew untk family akoo..

akoo rase diaowg malu akoo nie ank mereka...

aish...mayb diaowg lbey sygkn adik bradk akoo yg len even akoo slalu bg ape yg mereka hrapkn....

hurm...

bgni la nsib owg udoh cm akoo nie kn...

hurm...

sbar jelew kn...

mayb btol ckgu akoo penah katew...

'lau hbngan awk xkuat ngn family,esk2 nty awk kawin,,awk lbey memilih untuk dudk di umah mertua awk

dri umah family awk'

n yes,,akoo cm xnk duk da kat umah nie...

biarlah diaowg ngn adik bradik yg len...

cdeynya lau kna trima hakikat mama memg dri dulu xsyg akoo..

n papa lak ku rasa semakin menjauh...

BENARKAH SAYA??SALAHKAH SAYA??

Bagi saya...

'ketidaksempurnaan dia adalh kebahgiaan saya..'

saya masih sayangkn dia...

bila saya nk bagi ruang kat hati saya nie untk owg len brtakhta??

ame,,prgila..

xnak da awak mendiami hati ini..

tapi hati xmerelakn lagi..

so,,the conclusion is,,i'm gonna wait 4 u more..

aish!!

byak la plak post sal dia skang..

PENAT

PENAT TAU ILA CARIK TEMPLATE NIE BALIK..

HUH...

ilovethistemplate!!

SCS

SCS..

it stands for semerah cinta stiletto...

i'm watching disz movie n i'm crying...

a misz ame...

bye...

BETUL KE X NIE??

Erm...

td blew login blog nie ader promotion untk buat new template...

tnpa pk pnjg,,ila main agree jew n trus stju untk tkar template nie...

ila chose jew mane2 tmplate tnpa pk pnjg...

lpas view 2,,kekdang nmpk cntik,,kekdng nmpk udoh...

pia,,bay,,ina,,or a/one...

suggestion pliz...

mane ptot pilh...

stay dgan yg lama or use this new template??

@_@ :) :)

Last tuesday,,again went to the pcb...bought 2 pizzas n a big strawberry chocolate cake at SECRET RECIPE...jeng3....hek4...much2 delicious that cake..sgat enak...hek4..al mklum lol..jrang2 skali mkn kek mhal kn...kih5...

spread the mat near the beach...asked mama n papa 2 cut the cake as the celebration was bcoz of their anniversary kn..hek4...eat2...eat2...n eat....then trun g main pntai jp...but im not wet kay...g celup2 kaki kt cne jew..i did build the sand castle...but xjadi....pitcha plak xbley nk snap sbb my sis yg pndai 2 g bwak camera yg bateri nya 0....zerrroooowwwww...hak3...so snap gna camera fon jew..the prob xley nk upload pix 2 plak bcoz memry fon da rosk...shit lol...bnc sgat..kna g beli memori bru lol..sakit aty tol..hek4....

now..nk ctew the prson yg i've met...one person name azmi...da knal i think for about nine months kowt..yg sowg lagi luqman..for about 1 day...hak3..luqman is a fren 2 azmi..hek4...cm nie....dulu kpel lol dan azmi nie..even ila main2 jew...ila xmainkn dia....cm ner eh nk trgkn.... i mean,,ila kpel ngn dia xiklas...dia purpose ila,,ila trima..sbb ila xsggup nk lukakn aty dia...yes,,i did col him syg la,,abg la,,darlng la,,n so much on...but prasaan syg 2 xmncul...until one day,,my bdminton's fren,,amalina stole his no from my hp...n OMG!! azmi beralih arah...he likes amalina than me....afta he saw my pitcha n amalina's pitcha,,he decided to choose amalina...n i was heart broken at that time even mase 2 xder la syg sgat kat azmi...but 1 think gud about my fren is,,dia xlyan azmi..but 1 bad thing bout amalina is,,dia anta pic kat azmi,,but dia gtaw ila dia xanta...aish...fake or true fren she is??aiiiaiaiiaiiaiaaa...ok larh...bay jd sksi air mata tumpah whan azmi choose amalina..its okay larh..let bygone b bygone ar kn....until one day,,azmi cril ila blik sbb amalina xlyan dia da..ok larh...mlas nk tulis pnjg2,,ila kwan ngn dia blik..tp xkpel kn...KAWAN jew...frenz,,frenz,,n fenz smpai ar luqman curi no ila a few days ago....kbtulan plak malm yg lqman curi no ila 2,,ila bru lpas tgok ctew antu...n i'm the 1 yg memg xley deal ngn SUPER NATURAL nie..ila lmah..i admit kay..pastu,,mlam 2 lqman col blew ila anta RQ ckap ila xder cdit...n yes,,ila mtak dia tman sbb ila tkowt nk tdow...nk dijadikn ctew,,,lqman g usik ila n yes,,i cried...loud n a lot....tetbew lak tuut...tuut...tuuut....CDIT HABIS...lqman quickly went 2 seven E n top4...ryte afta that,,dia col n pjok ila bnti ngis....cra pjok dia 2 cm ame pjok n yes,,i stopped crying....n malm 2 jgak sbb cara pjok dia 2 cm ame pjok,,ila jd manja ngn dia....yes,,he  donated 2 me RM 1...hak3....msg2,,smpai ar cdit hbis....tomorrow morning,,azmi lak col...dia katew ila kena pilh...LQMAN KE AZMI....so,,ila xthu nk pilh sape..dua2 ila kwan...ila xnk korbankn sape2....n yes,,memg tgah bntu skang nk pilh sape...2 ila pk skang,,seng2 ila lpas dua2 bru taw...aish!!sakit kepala tol....

FINISH BOUT THEM KAY!!

now,,going 2 bed,,,,,nk tdow....serabut otak skang sbb duit xder n i cant go shopping even this is school

 holiday's season.....

salam syg,,

nabylla

SUNLIGHT,,GIVE ME THE LIGHT PLISZ :)

Askom...hurm...skang rase makin dekat ngn ame lol...cm ner nie..aiiiaaiaiaiiiiii...adus lew..penim ar..lately,,nmpak byak sgat boys yg muka cm ame...wat to do???? i feel very confused..need advices i think...aiiaiiiiii

frst yg kat kdai jaimah 2..i dun feel sumtim lol sbb blew i saw him clearly,,he was totally not like ame..cm lgit ngn bumi muka dia n muka ame...so let past b the past..i juz frgot bout him lol....

second lak,,my prob is,,in my class at PTD 19,,pusat tuisyen dinamis,,a boy,,i think from smk kg chengal,,n at the same age of me,,he's very tall (like ame also),,a lil bit dark,,not very encem,,(like ame yeah)n yes,,,his face is like ame also...i cant study n pay my attentin in d clas...when i turn back 2 talk 2 my frenz,,i can control my eyes from looking at him..n e/time i look at him,,yes,,he's staring at me 2..n he knew i'm looking at him 2...cair nie...my heart melts...but i think its jusz bcoz  the face is same like ame kowt..hek4....hurm..lau ila fall in love wid him pown,,2 sbb muka dia cm ame lol..aty ila nie cm stick kat ame jew nmpak gaya...lol...cdey tol!! rase cm xleh blaja lam klas 2..rase distracted lar..cm ner ek?? tkar kels....2 last thing ila akn buat kay...i wont change my class 2 sbb my frenz all there lol..hurm...i feel the dstraction..btol2 mggngu...muka dia 2 mcm 2..sape suwo?? b4 disz xder pown cm nie...dulu dia xder..he's a new studnt..2 ar btol mgnggu..hek5..

i've been hurt for a long time i think!!

NABILAH MASTURAH a.k.a BAY

Hak3...

askom kawan...

akoo taw a lil bit late akoo wish mg kat cnie..

i mean lam blog nie...

not in reality wrld n also in fb,,

i'm the earliest kowt..hak3...

kawan,,akoo taw birthday mg,,nenk mg prgi..

hey,,chill okay...

hadapinya dgan tabah...

u know i;m alwais there...

n yes,,i love u...

also 2 ur mummy,,i love her too..hak4...

wish her hepi birthday too okay..

hek4...

for u n mumy!!

 

 kek yang sdap lagi enak kay..

byak lilin 2 yunk!!

HE'S NOT BEEN TAKEN I THINK!!

Semalam lpas balik dri PCB 2..singgah kdai jaimah...makn nasi kuks..lagsung xsdap..blewk~ ~ lau stkat cm 2,,bek g mkan nasi aym greng hrga 2.50 satu lagi baek...huh..menympah...

afta sdah mkan 2..ader nmpak 4 org manusia..hek4..memg ar manusia...2 gurlz n 2 boys...they are coupled i think...hek4...DAMN!! one of them are like shazmeer a.k.a ame...i cant control my eyes...i kept looking at him...i juz wanna make sure he's not ame kay...aduhai~~

then,,turn mama n papa lak mkan..my sblings n i went out from the restaurant..then he came near me...'awak,,bkpow awk kelih saya??gewe saya marh..' then i answered 'bila saya kelih awk nya??saya tgok bnd lain..'he replied 'molep ar...gewe saya marh + ngaju 2 awk duk kelih saya..dia dngki...molep ar biar saya bley xplain dia nape awk duk kelih saya..' i answerd him,,'gni,,name awk nie ame kow??' 'dop eh,,name saya mustaqim...' then i was like ALHAMDULLILAH.... 'erm,,,xpow ar..clap ore..ingt awk name ame..2 duk kelih 2...xpow..clap ore..oyp gewe awk saya mtak maap ar'....then he went to persuade his gf...YUCKS!! pmpuan 2 pown..jgan ar cmburu smpai akoo kna soal siasat sgala mcm...yelew..tp salh akoo gak..sape suwo tgok org xbrkelip..wateva..past is past kay..hek4...

then went home....n i dun have a gud mood to story here..bcoz,,,,i wanna see SHAQ..the 1 in MENTOR..Tunjuk Ajarku Sifu!!

SERIOUSLY,,I DUN LIKE THIS KIND OF SUPRISE!!

Okay..smalam around kul 5.45 g2,,g PCB..saje smbil2 jenguk mama yg brkursus di sana slama 2 mggu,,smbil2 ugak bwak g mandi pool n g mkan colek...got keropk lekor,,rojak,,mihun,,fishballs,,n many more...delicious n tasty kay...enjoyed ourselves very much lol....papa blnja...then dkat2 maghrib 2,,mama got to go again 2 her course,,,yg lain2 including me balik...otw nk blik 2 beli lak 2 canz of 100++....enth napew...thirsty...nk dth 'tuut' kowt...


afta datz,,smpai 2 g umah nenk..me the one yg go there..yg len blik umah..hek4...pastu along suwo check rice cooker umah nenk,,tgok ader nasi x...hek4..habis da..nenk xcadang nasi smpai malm....so along n angah g pasr malm...she bough a lot...masmelon,,nasi lemak,,fried chickens,,apam balik,,soya drink,,n so on..i cant rmember...sory yeah!!hek4...

then,,just bcoz my dearest along 2 did not but anytim 4 me,,so i make my sndwiches..yeah2...yum2~ ~....ryte afta i had done preparing my sndwches,,along screamed.....'chik2..emergncy..dekarager...hak3..ok2..kiddim...she screamed,,,'chik,,sudoh der lew..apo n cik su smpai esk..they r on their way...esk smpai cnie....' i was like  'hah??'imposble beb...we are expecting they are coming on Sunday...so like thunderstorm,,we cleaned the house laz nyte...vacuumed the house,,laundry the cushions,,the carpet,,the curtains...wash the kitchen...mooped the floor....swept the dusts...n so many more...like hell!! it was very tiring...but 4 God's sake...i'm doing this bcoz they are my beloved beloved family..hek4...around 12.30 a.m,,we're done....opened a can of lychee drink,,yeay2...urgh~ ~ lega sgat2...went to umah nenk again,,tdow....again,,in our mind last nyte,,they would come to our house in the evening or at nyte...

today,,woke up at 9.30....xmandi pown..trus blik umah...bkak streamyx,,,bkak laptop..hell yeah2...0n9-ing..huhuuhaiaiiaiaiaiaiaiaaiiaiaiiiii..hepi idop cuti nieyh..hek4...then,,bru nk update blog,,ader keta naza msuk,,i thought it was my daddy,,but wrna keta papa wrna biru2 kesilauan..but this keta wrna itam..n yes...GOSH!! i saw uncle zahari....JENG!!skali lagi sngkaan mleset..ingat dtg petng or malm.. they have arrived here..in front of my house's door..n i did not bath yet...hak3...padan muka...2 ar bgun bkak laptop trus..ape ar nk jdik gadis sowg nie..hek3...ape agy,,bkak pntu...hek...salm2....peluk2 dgan bdan yg xmndi 2..hek..who cares??they ar my family..they don mind okay!!they know n undrstnd me kay!!kih3....diaowg mask..ngn umahnya xbpew kemas..they want to drink n had their breakfast...popo went to the kitchen..she started 2 nag..kah3..ila la yg jd tkang dgarnya...hek3..'guna kuali nie lagi??xtkar??'..'apo nk nscafe...bkak peti...'nscafe xder yg bru kew??g beli la...xckup untk 3 gelas nie...mase buat nscafe 2,,,nk gula..bkak gula 'bekas x tutp rapt kew??mask semut nie" so trpaksa g amik gula kat umah nenk sowg agy..hek..ape nk jd umah ila nie...nk wat cm ner..2 ar keadaan lau xder ibu kat umah...hak3....

pas2 g wedding ceremony dgan diaowg...they come wid us sbb nk tahu owg qlatey pnya weddim ceremony cm ner...n act,,my cik su was a chinese...she converted 2 islam..but my apo is still a chinese..hek4....same as my mother,,she also was a chinese..as a konklusi,,this cik su is my younger mother's sister lol...hek...a.k.a my aunty larh!!geddit?? kih...ape ar akoo dk bebl nie...keh3....da 2 gelak xbis2... 

k ar...stkat nie saje coretn ai nie....nk g lunch lak nie..lpar glew2 sakan nie..kih2...

p/s:ptg nie nk g pcb again...cik su,,uncle zahari,,popo n my dearest cousin,,eleene nk rase suasana pntai n nk g makan colek..yeay!!

ilovethesunsetverymuch!!

muahsz..

!!!

Yeah mornim..wake up today..mandi....break fast nasi greng..nenk maskkn lol...sdap...yummy..nenk memg terbaek doe...hak4...

then ciap2...shit!! selendang memg xcntik ai nie....or people said 'xjadi lol'..xlarat nk belit...cm 2 ar jgak jadinya...blewk3....pastu papa anta g dinamis... blaja2...ok lol...sumer pljaran dapt dtrima dgan jels....ARCHIMEDES principle is so easy...seng sgat..lau sumer physics cm nie kn senang....xpayh nk pk pnjang...hek4....i love physics..i fall in love wid physics...but fall wid that archimedes only kay...hak4...


then went back...read the news papers...bout the israel,,palestine,gaza n so on...i feel snsitive bout the issue kay...SHIT!!


then now on9-ing....eagerly waiting for him to hit me frst as i can see he's also on9-ing....Hak3...


till then....bye2...


nothing 2 b story u c!!

QWERTYUIOP

Haish!!

da tggu i year 9 months n 5 days...

blew nk brakhir??

nie sumer gara2 trnmpak DIA klmarin ar nie...

heh!!

P/S:kaler favourite ina,ila n ame same...BLUE

ALL MY BONES CRACKS...

Okay...

bru lpas kemas bilik..

sumer bju2 n bnd2 xguna lam 2 da dibuang...

empat plastik hitam yg MPKB guna 2,,digunakan untuk isi

smpah lam 2..hek4....

k ar..mlas nk taip da...nk mandi lpas brmandi peluh 2...

n lpas mandi nk tdow...

hek4....

HE DID THE SAME THINGS TO ME!!

Ame suka wrna biru...so post kali nie wrna biru...i misz him lol....really misz him...angkara sape la plop ila jd rndu dia nie..heh?? hak3....

pagi td g skola...bestnya sbb exam da abes...cm haven sgat...hehehhheheeee....then pagi td tah nape la brdbar sgat la kn...rase cm nk kena xcdent jew lol...aish!! pastu ats keta pagi td berebut radio ngn papa...papa nk dgar klasik..ila nk dgar pendrive...ats keta 2 ader device yg bley connect device 2 dgan pendrive jd bley dgar lagu la kn.....at last papa mengalah....aiiaiiaiaiaiaiiiaaaa....msti papa slalu nyanyi lagu 'mengapa selalu akoo yg mengalah??''....hak3..rebel ar akoo nie...hek4...

then otw nk g skola 2....jmpa keta ame n he's the driver....aiiiiaiiaiaiaiaiaaa.......belum smpat katew apew2...air mata menits laju...menits at 200 km/h....hak3...laju nya ia menits....byaknya yg trburai....sgguh smpah taat setia,,,saratnya rnd saya trhdap dia....aiiiaiaiaiaiiaiaiaiaiaiaiaiiiii...mengis pg2 lagi ila nie kn...rzki xmsok la ai nie namanya.....hak3....

smpai skola mula2 feeling 2 da bley cntrol....tp mata da merh...idung da berair...aish...manja tol ila nie lau related 2 ame...aiaiaiaiaiiaiaiaiaiaiaiiaiaiaiiii....tp apakn daya,,,jmpa jew mira n ppah lam claz,,,dalm keadaan mira lak tgah cdey sbb mama dia ptuskn hbngan dia ngn afifi (mira's gf) lpas dia brigap bwak fon g skola klmarin,,,,il xdapt bndung pwasaan agy....empangan air mata pech lagi....tubir mata berair lagi....hngat air mata rasa lagi di pipi..lemahnya saya kn....aaiiaiaiaiaiaiaiaaiaiaiaiiiii...bnyak da mengeluh nie syg oooiiiiiiiii...hek4....

but at ;least rnd 2 lpas sbb dapt tgok dia ai nie...hek4....stop bout disz...nk ctew sal kat skola lak...hek4....ai nie nothin happened pown...just clas ila xblajar ai nie...kitaowg blath kalam jamai....lau dalm bhs stndardnya,,,choral speaking...kalam jamai is in arabic...hek4....act rasenya claz len pown xblaja ugk....hek4...

pastu mrkah exam yg da dapt ialh...BA-75...its an A....walaupown A -,,ila tetp hepi sbb ila ingat dapt 68 kew,,64 kew cm 2....then ADD MATH....okay i got 48 act..its a C...nsib bek la jasa baik mira n wina,,,diaowg sdey sbb tgok ila sad blew dapt mrkah mcm 2...sooooo,,,diaowg check paper ila...manew2 yg diaowg rse ckgu ptot bg mrkah,,,diaowg g rekemen ngn ckgu...at last,,,ila dapt 51...walaupown xbyak,,,ila brsyukur sbb gred da naik..its go to a B...hek3...wateva lol...tp smpah,,,ai 2 da jnj ngn bay,,pasni xnk main2 da ngn add math...nk g tsyen kat math's q tu n nk wat stdy grup suwo bay ajar ila add math...insyaAllah,,lau Allah izin,,nk naikkn mrkah add math in next exam buln 8 nie...aaiiiiiiii...mtak2 la trcpai...sbb rase bsalh glew buat ckgu add math kcwa ngn mrkah ila...he doesnt say dat 2 me,,but aty ckgu mane xkcwa mrkah ank murid dia xtgi....hek4....ckgu,,nabila mtak maap erk....nty saya usha lagi..bye2....

pnat da taip..lenguh jari nie...bye2...

p/s:mama xhbis agy kursus...seyesly rnd dia lpas dgar suara dia td.....hak3....

p/s:ckgu add math satu2 nya ckgu yg pggil ila dgan pggilan 'nabila' kat skola...hek3....

ITS ALL ABOUT LIFE!!

Okay...ctew sal ai nie kay....ai nie exam biol.....(biology)HAK3....in bio's paper,,ader  sction....ila bley buat sec A,B,C....sec D 2 cm kureng sket....g la tndas...manew taw tkowt sgkut ngn sapew2...thank God....trsngkut ngn wafa...tnya dia sal sec D tu..tp wafa xckap byak pown...dia bg experiment 2 sal ape jew....jwpan dia xbg pown kay..hek4....

then blik la dri tndas....mira plak g toilet....lame sgat mira g.... ckgu yg sdkit "--------------" tu,,,g kat mira smbil brkata 'awak,,keluarkn semua brg dri pket awk'....act that ckgu nk tgok mira g tndas sbb g amik nota dri sapew2 kew...but it turned out stupid blew ai nie mira bwak fon g skola....dri niat nk tgkap tkowt ader nota lam poket jdik trtngkap tpon...aiiiiiaiiiii...malang sgguh nsib mu....hek4...sowi mira....hek4....then dia dtg kat ila...'awak,,bgun kejap...keluarkn bnd2 dri poket awk....aiish....BERDEBAR TAHAP BABUN PETALA KE LAPAN kay....ila pown kwakn ar...ish....ngeng sgat nie....lpas dia bnrkn ila dudk blik 2 kn,,blew nk pegang pen nk smbung tulis kat exam paper 2 kn,,,pen jatuh..2 kali pen jatuh....ketrnya tgan ila mase 2...sbb disyaki meniru...GTH....wateva ar....ckgu 2 memg a lil bit "----------------" powm...hek4....bio hbis kul 10.34....kul 10.20 mase dia hbis ...she walked out from the claz,,,adegan 'copy n paste pown brlaku ar...' hak3.....peduli ar...ape nk jd pown jadi ar....mlas nk pk....kul 10.34 exam pown hbis...saya dgan rasminya mengumumkn peperksaan mid year exam da hbis....hak3...HOOOray!!

then blik skola ai nie tdow dri kul 3 smpai kul 7....smyg asar pown kul 7.05 td..ape nk jd akoo nie sbgai ISLAM...adoi ar...insyaAllah xkn berulang lagi...hek4....pastu g col bay...tnya nk beli adiah burday ape kat wina n qila...hek4....pastu g smyg maghrib....tgok fon,,ieqa n ppah anta msg mtak lau xmyushkn...diaowg mtak suwo anta megi cup untk dmkn sbb diaowg xmkan ape satu hprak mknan pown lagi...huish...so ila kcian kt kwan plus xoz i love thm as my frenz....ila pown g anta ar...hek4...

then dinner ngn nenk...lpas 2 ciap2 ler  ton on9...jmpa ina kat fb..okay,,i misz her n i love her....n yes...she's having her prob now..syg,,ketahuilah,,syg bley kngc ur prob wid me a/tyme...n i know,,ina trsept now....yes2...i admit it..i cried when i read the text he gave 2 ur frnz...n i think disz the ryte tyme 4 u 2 make the decision kay syg...syg,,,aty sumer org kna jga erk....even aty shuk pown memg kna jga kay...but my advice syg,,,jgn sesekali korbnkn aty kita.....yes2...kna korbankn aty kita untk kbhgiaan org len..tp situasi 2 hnya memg bnar2 ktika prlu..selagi mapu,,,plisz syg,,jgan korbnkn aty n jiwa kita untk mndrita k syg....n ketiga2 prson yg trlbat lam situasi nie sumernya mengis..ina ngis,,,DPM ngis....n shuk juga mengis...but plisz...jgn sesekali krbankn aty n jiwa kita....bley korbnkn lau ina nk brkorban,,but make sure it is worth 4 u...i love u n i dun like 2 c u suffering..i want u 2 b hepy....ila prnh ckap kn..ila nk ina bhgia dunia akhrat...byak act nk ckap kat cni,,tp enth nape x trluah...mayb sbb byak sgat nk ckap smpai xkluar n ayt pown xbrtrbur...hope ina pham ape ila nk smpaikn sbnrnya sbb ayt brtrbur lol...

p/s :ina syg,,being wid sum1,,n d truth is u do not really love him...Is HURTING...2 pndgan ila lol...wateva kptsan ina,,ila slalu dgan ina n take note of disz SAYA SAYANG AWAK SANGAT2!!!


1m'sia....
mrs potato@carrot~ ~

p/s:post nie ditaip klmarin,,cuma dipost ari nie...