Okay..pagi nie bgun kul 6.30 pagi...ciap2..around 8 prgi wisma sukan....jumpa isey..mc na's cousin...ok la..warm up dgan dia dulu....mask court kosong....okay la...e'thing went smooth lol...
around 10.12 g2,,name ila kena pggil kat court E...prg ar..ila nrvous ar sbb ila tahu lwan ila bukn mudh sbbnya bukn calang2 owg bley smpai perngkat nie...so ila xder la pndang rndah kat dia...kah3...lwan lawn n lawan....fight,fight n fight....dia tggal ila...tp blew smpai di mata 28,,,kitawog seri...main lagi..mata 29 milik ila...main agy....mata 29 milik dia...main lagi,,,dats d end....mata 30 miliknya...milik dia...milik NORLIZA SATAR dri SMK KETEREH!! argh....
pedh sgat....ila taw ila xdapt prgi ngeri twon nie..tp ila x expect nk kalh perngkat nie..ingt bley g prngkat jauh sket....ila ngis luar court td....ila ttp muka ila dgan my handkerchief..ila ngis sekuatnya...nsib bek mata tak merah....Allah...hati mane yang xsdey...29-30.....satu mata jer trtggal..ila sdEy sgat...xder sape yang bley redakn pwasaan nie skang...ila pnat sgat..pnat bila keadaan ila kalh...argh!! argh!! wahai diri,,,wahai hati,,wahai jiwa,,,terimalh kekalhn nie syg....hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
now,,ila tgah pjok dri ila nie biar terima kekalhn nie...now i'm better dri wktu kat wsma td...kat wsma td,,all my laugh n smile were all fake!! damn me!! silly me....but what 2 do?? ila memg fruz sgat....somehow like i feel i nid ina here..nape erk??skang rase nk ckap ngn dia...rase nk luah pwasaan nie dgan dia....lucu kn ila nie....xpelah...
now,,i'm trying dgan brkata kat dri sndri ' ila,,kalh 2 kn adat lam brtanding..try 2 accecpt n frget bout it la..take it easy dear..next year ader agy....try harder la kay...insyaALLah.....bley g ngri twon dpan..insyaAllah...usha sgguh start dri twon nie...twon dpan g lawn sgguh...bleh eh....jgn ngis gnie..redha n trma dulu keklahn 2 kay...'
now...still i'm crying...i wish 2nyte i'm going 2 be tough n strong enuf...
p/s:da ar 2 kay...jgn ngis agy.....cube lagi twon dpan kay!!
ThE rEaL mE !!
- NABYLLA EIYLA
- kota bharu, kelatey, Malaysia
- Hello...assalamualaikum...meet me,, nabila..prefer u called me ila..hihi :) All I ever wanted really, and continue to want out of life, is to give 100% to whatever am doing and to be commited to whatever am fighting and then let the results speak for themselves. Also to never take myself or people for granted and always be thankful and grateful to people who helped me. While I know myself as a creation of God, I am also obligated to realize and remember that everyone else and everything else are also God's creaton..so guys,,be nice..n nice meeting you :) >3
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