ASSALAMUALAIKUM SEMUA...
NOW,,ITS SHOW TIME!!
NABYLLA KARIM HAS GOT BACK!!
he3...
erm,,banyak yang nak citer kat sini...selama nie banyak memendam rase...
semuanya kerana SPM!!
bukan menyalahkan SPM!!
tapi diri eiyla banyak sangat bertolak ansur, berdarab, bertambah n berbahagi dengan exam yang owang panggil SPM nie!!
erm,, u know,,,i have put much effort on disz SPM!!
its gonna hurt me if i didnt get stret A's..
parents seems to be giving a high hope to see am gettim stret A's...
and no doubt its gonna be a great pressure to me who's not so clever!!
'kena minum susu nie'he3...biar pandai sket!!
(disz is about my feelim now,,yes i'm hepi sbb habes exam,,tapi di sisi laen eiyla masih lagi sdey dengan hal2 tertentu!!')
NOW,,ITS MY FAMILY;S TURN!!
1st its gonna be papa...papa,,tenz 4 being my hero..for me n for the family...u know pa,,u r olweis there when i nid u...he2..jiwang pelik..ha3....lau papa bace post nie msti papa suprised I'm writing like this about u coz i know i'm not a good enuf daughter 2 u..he3....papa,,papa ingat x there was tyme,,when i was small,,i think when i was six,,papa selalu balik pukul 1.30 tengah hari dari tempat kerja..then papa akan g umah mek,,lunch...mase lunch la i was pot pet pot pet pot n pet about what had happened in tadika..he3....then balik umah,,mase 2 cd or dvd xder lagi...sumer pakai tape jew...so jejak je tangga umah 2,b,elum sempat ape2,,msti ader bnyi,'pa,,bukok cinderella pa,,nop tgok!!' everi dei msti bkak ctew 2...n entah knape,,ader satu hari,,mgkin papa bad mood,,bilew kak cik suwo papa on ctew 2,,papa marah...papa ckap 'tggu dulu..papa nk mandi n smyang dulu..'then kak cik xdgar kate..terus 'arghh,,nk jgak2...nk jgak....'papa hilang sbar,,amik rotn n rotan kak cik...mase papa rotan 2 sbnrnya xsakit lnsung,,tapi i ngis jgak...bcoz that was d frst tyme u beat me...n alhmdulillah,,it was also the last!!papa,,time flies right??now i'm big gurl olready..17 gonna 18...when i was 15,,gonna take PMR..mase tu kak cik duk asrama...kak cik xduduk umah,,u know why??sbb papa letak harapan yang tinggi untuk kak cik dapat 9A dalam PMR..so,,i'm scared that i'll let u down..kak cik duk ostel sbb kak cik xnak bilew habis exam,,papa datg amik n u see i'm crying sbb xleh wat exam..i dun want to dissapoint u..so,,,kak cik melarikan diri dari papa..but name lagi anak kan...setakat mane la boleh lari dari rumah n pandangan ibu bapa..even i'm staying at ostel,,tiap2 ari papa n mama dtg tgok kat ostel..mama cakap 'xpayah basuh la baju kat ostel sume,,anta balik kat mama,,mama basuh kat umah,,lagipown mama n papa kan nk g jenguk ari2 jgak kat asrama 2..;so tiap2 ari kami jumpa even niat asal yang sebnar g ostel 2 sbb xnk jmpa mama n papa...hurm...ingat lagi,,ader satu malam 2 lepas prep,,papa col..papa cakap ader depan pintu pagar nie..nk bg makanan n a few things..so i got out from the prep's room n went to meet him..dia beli air 100 plus,,beli roti,,n terharu sekali dia ckap 'chik,,nie amik stokin baru papa beli..biar esok selesa masuk dewan exam..buat yang terbaek n papa sayang kak chik..'tears burst that night...i know he loves me veri2 much!! again it hapens when i'm facing my SPM!!sekali lagi kak chik g ostel..tapi hanya untuk subjek2 yang memerlukan perbincangan..macam add math,,physics n chemy..selama 2 mggu kak chik duk di ostel..tiap2 hari papa dtg..bawak makanan,,baju sekola,,tdung,,kasut sekolah and also stokin kak cik..sumenya lengkap..siap dibasuh n bergosok..kasut plak siap diglap..hurghh!!i am lucky that i have u as my father..u know i'm not a gud daughter 2 u,,but one u must know,,that I LOVE U THE MOST AND I'LL NEVER LEAVE U ALONE!! I'LL NEVER LEAVE U ALONE,PAPA!!
and now its bout mama..i col her ma,,mum,,mamma n sumtymes when peoples are not around,i called her amma..he3....well,,xbanyak nak cakap ngn mak eiyla nie...sbb dlu kitaowg xrapt kowt..dulu i put a gap btwin me n her...wanna know wat it is??he3...sbb i rase mama lg sayg mg elder sis than me..the scnd she loves is my youngest sis n d last is me...that's the gap...then bile da slow2 membesar nie,,i started 2 undrstand..wateve it is,,she is my mum...n she loves us equally...erm,,sumtymes memg la ader pwasaan 2 dtg balik especially bile kekdg mama n papa kwa g shopping,,then dia bwak balik sumthim untk along n not 4 me..memg ader trasa aty,,but i ignored it...HASUTAN SYAITAN maybe!!but stil i know she loves me..yelew,,mase SPM,,she's the one whos try to fulfill my wish..nk mkan ape,,gosk bju skolah,,anta kasut,,anta kopi so that i can study till 2@3 am,,name it,,she gives it!!i know,,dalam 3 anak pmpuan yang my mum has,,eiyla yang paling keras sket...xdgar cakap sket...susah gila nak nagis lau kena marah..melawan ader ar...ha3....but she the one who brought me to this world..n i know,,i love her!!NO DOUBT!!
n its bout kak long...the best sister i ever had...she helps me a lot..having her as my sister made me know that i have sum1 to rely on...not much things to say coz i'm not good at wrds,,but i know that she is not stingy!!he3...duit gaji dier banyak eiyla habiskan..ha3..sumtymes tu,,eiyla xmintak pown belikan,,die yang sukarelawati belikan..he3....
along,,tenz 4 being there when i need you!!
abg ngah..he2...i called him 'ngoh' jew..erm,,die garang,,dia suka sepak orang,,dia gans,,die cepat marah,,die pemalas,,die susah nak mintak tolong,,dia suka buat eiyla menyampah ngn dier,,but i know he loves me...MAHU BUKTINYA??
he3...here it is..ader satu tyme 2,,eiyla xtahu ader badminton practise,,so eiyla cakap kat papa datang amik kul 2.45 ar..then 2.30 my fren came to my clas..'thul,,sowi2..xingat nk oyap kow mg maley,, ader latihn ai nie..sowi2 deh..pah mg nak mai dop?''
i was like damn it!!geram eiyla...then quickly called papa,
me:papa,,kak chik adow bdmnton la ai nie..lau kak chik balik kul 2.45 nie,,papa boleh dop mai anta balik kul 4 kat skolah??'
papa:eh,,xleh dah..papa ader msyuarat jap agy...ginie ar,,papa mai amik,,pahtu suwo bengoh mai anta smula..bleh??'
me:ok,,bleh2...
papa:2.45 tubik lalu..tggu depey pagar skolah...
me:rightio,pa...
then 2.45 tepat papa dtg amik..then mase ats keta papa cakap,
'chik,papa letak kak chik kat sekolah mama deh,,papa xdey nie,,mesyuart start awl..kena g skang...'
sekolah mama means tempat mama kerja..also as my primary school..
then eiyla ok jew...coz i used to that school..guru2 kat s2 pon still ingat me....but i refused to wait in the school..i just wait at the gate of the school...beside the gate 2,,ader gerai...a boy n his frens ader jual kat situ..u know,,jual fishballs la,,air la,,keropok lekor la n alllllll....
i waited 4 my bro to come n pick me until 3.45...urghh....i started to say e/tink 2 him..then i cried..sbb da pukul 4..eiyla nie jenis xleh lewat lau nk g manew2....lau lewt,,eiyla akn jd marah n sumtymes i cry...n that badmnton prctise had made me cry...so bile bengoh smpai,,i quickly naek the motor la kan...then he asked me 'bkpow mung nangis??sapo kacau??' his eyes were staring at those guys...
n eiyla lak macam 'cept2 tu dok..akoo lewat doh nie..cepat ar'
then he said..'oyap cepat..sapo kacau??sapow buat mg ngis??lau dop akoo xgerak motor nie..akoo nak taw sapow jgak hop kacau mg..biar akoo ajar sket'
then i shouted at him 'xdop sapow kacau akoo la bodow!!mg 2 mai amik lewat..akoo start doh practise nie,,,mandi dop agy,,makey dop agy,,badminton n shuttle dop ciap agy,,kasut xciap agy,,warming up dop agy..cepat la!!'
ha3....then bengoh pon malu sbb eiyla jerit cam 2....then i went home n went to the bdmnton practise...DONE!!
now its bout faiz n baby...erm,,dua orang adik akoo yang kecik nie akoo mals cakap banyak...cos i dun have any story 2 tell about...what i know,,,they are lucky 2 have me as their sister like i feel lucky to have them in my life!!
frens??sori..no comments..like i post in my status in fb,,akoo rase akoo dipulaukan oleh mereka...not all of them,,but most of them...entah la..xpela,,nty di uni,,carik kawan baru ye...but thanks to meerock,,she is always there when i need sumbody!!
n to my dearest kekasih hati...
WAN MOHD SHAZMEER FIKRI BIN WAN HUSSAIN...
i have waited 4 u for 3 years,,3 months,2 weeks and 5 days..
ame,,maapkan by...by masih belum mampu tuk lepaskan ame dri hati by...
xpernah shari pon by lupakan ame...
HOLD THE HORSES!!
ader la by lupakan ame jgak smntara...
waktu tgah mghadapi krtas SPM...
memg by lupa ame terus..
lnsg xingat..
mcm kita xprnah kenal...
sori ye syg...
syg,,hows ur study??
ur life??
terurus ke syg??
look dear,,i love u so much...
so please take gud cre of urself...
i dun want u 2 get hurt...
by here okay..
just sometimes i cry coz i misz u badly....
nothim much i can say here...
u know me ryte??
i'm not good on expressim my feelim..
but u do know that i love u more than u do!!
p/s:pada angin sampaikan rinduku padamu..
agar dapat kau rasakan rinduku tiada berteman!!
gonna stop here....
ok larh...disz is all bout me....
i love people that care 4 me....
MAY GOD BLESS U ALL!!
and now its bout mama..i col her ma,,mum,,mamma n sumtymes when peoples are not around,i called her amma..he3....well,,xbanyak nak cakap ngn mak eiyla nie...sbb dlu kitaowg xrapt kowt..dulu i put a gap btwin me n her...wanna know wat it is??he3...sbb i rase mama lg sayg mg elder sis than me..the scnd she loves is my youngest sis n d last is me...that's the gap...then bile da slow2 membesar nie,,i started 2 undrstand..wateve it is,,she is my mum...n she loves us equally...erm,,sumtymes memg la ader pwasaan 2 dtg balik especially bile kekdg mama n papa kwa g shopping,,then dia bwak balik sumthim untk along n not 4 me..memg ader trasa aty,,but i ignored it...HASUTAN SYAITAN maybe!!but stil i know she loves me..yelew,,mase SPM,,she's the one whos try to fulfill my wish..nk mkan ape,,gosk bju skolah,,anta kasut,,anta kopi so that i can study till 2@3 am,,name it,,she gives it!!i know,,dalam 3 anak pmpuan yang my mum has,,eiyla yang paling keras sket...xdgar cakap sket...susah gila nak nagis lau kena marah..melawan ader ar...ha3....but she the one who brought me to this world..n i know,,i love her!!
n its bout kak long...the best sister i ever had...she helps me a lot..having her as my sister made me know that i have sum1 to rely on...not much things to say coz i'm not good at wrds,,but i know that she is not stingy!!he3...duit gaji dier banyak eiyla habiskan..ha3..sumtymes tu,,eiyla xmintak pown belikan,,die yang sukarelawati belikan..he3....
along,,tenz 4 being there when i need you!!
abg ngah..he2...i called him 'ngoh' jew..erm,,die garang,,dia suka sepak orang,,dia gans,,die cepat marah,,die pemalas,,die susah nak mintak tolong,,dia suka buat eiyla menyampah ngn dier,,but i know he loves me...MAHU BUKTINYA??
he3...here it is..ader satu tyme 2,,eiyla xtahu ader badminton practise,,so eiyla cakap kat papa datang amik kul 2.45 ar..then 2.30 my fren came to my clas..'thul,,sowi2..xingat nk oyap kow mg maley,, ader latihn ai nie..sowi2 deh..pah mg nak mai dop?''
i was like damn it!!geram eiyla...then quickly called papa,
me:papa,,kak chik adow bdmnton la ai nie..lau kak chik balik kul 2.45 nie,,papa boleh dop mai anta balik kul 4 kat skolah??'
papa:eh,,xleh dah..papa ader msyuarat jap agy...ginie ar,,papa mai amik,,pahtu suwo bengoh mai anta smula..bleh??'
me:ok,,bleh2...
papa:2.45 tubik lalu..tggu depey pagar skolah...
me:rightio,pa...
then 2.45 tepat papa dtg amik..then mase ats keta papa cakap,
'chik,papa letak kak chik kat sekolah mama deh,,papa xdey nie,,mesyuart start awl..kena g skang...'
sekolah mama means tempat mama kerja..also as my primary school..
then eiyla ok jew...coz i used to that school..guru2 kat s2 pon still ingat me....but i refused to wait in the school..i just wait at the gate of the school...beside the gate 2,,ader gerai...a boy n his frens ader jual kat situ..u know,,jual fishballs la,,air la,,keropok lekor la n alllllll....
i waited 4 my bro to come n pick me until 3.45...urghh....i started to say e/tink 2 him..then i cried..sbb da pukul 4..eiyla nie jenis xleh lewat lau nk g manew2....lau lewt,,eiyla akn jd marah n sumtymes i cry...n that badmnton prctise had made me cry...so bile bengoh smpai,,i quickly naek the motor la kan...then he asked me 'bkpow mung nangis??sapo kacau??' his eyes were staring at those guys...
n eiyla lak macam 'cept2 tu dok..akoo lewat doh nie..cepat ar'
then he said..'oyap cepat..sapo kacau??sapow buat mg ngis??lau dop akoo xgerak motor nie..akoo nak taw sapow jgak hop kacau mg..biar akoo ajar sket'
then i shouted at him 'xdop sapow kacau akoo la bodow!!mg 2 mai amik lewat..akoo start doh practise nie,,,mandi dop agy,,makey dop agy,,badminton n shuttle dop ciap agy,,kasut xciap agy,,warming up dop agy..cepat la!!'
ha3....then bengoh pon malu sbb eiyla jerit cam 2....then i went home n went to the bdmnton practise...DONE!!
now its bout faiz n baby...erm,,dua orang adik akoo yang kecik nie akoo mals cakap banyak...cos i dun have any story 2 tell about...what i know,,,they are lucky 2 have me as their sister like i feel lucky to have them in my life!!
frens??sori..no comments..like i post in my status in fb,,akoo rase akoo dipulaukan oleh mereka...not all of them,,but most of them...entah la..xpela,,nty di uni,,carik kawan baru ye...but thanks to meerock,,she is always there when i need sumbody!!
n to my dearest kekasih hati...
ame,,maapkan by...by masih belum mampu tuk lepaskan ame dri hati by...
xpernah shari pon by lupakan ame...
HOLD THE HORSES!!
ader la by lupakan ame jgak smntara...
waktu tgah mghadapi krtas SPM...
memg by lupa ame terus..
lnsg xingat..
mcm kita xprnah kenal...
sori ye syg...
syg,,hows ur study??
ur life??
terurus ke syg??
look dear,,i love u so much...
so please take gud cre of urself...
i dun want u 2 get hurt...
by here okay..
just sometimes i cry coz i misz u badly....
nothim much i can say here...
u know me ryte??
i'm not good on expressim my feelim..
but u do know that i love u more than u do!!
p/s:
gonna stop here....
ok larh...disz is all bout me....
i love people that care 4 me....
MAY GOD BLESS U ALL!!
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