akoo belajar erti rindu

askom pembuka bicara...

lamenya xmencoret di sini...

eiyla bz skang bler smbung buat asasi...

sangat meletihkan..

seriously,,i misz my home badly...

i misz my parents damn2!!

i misz my grandmother very hard..

eiyla xpernh berpisah jauh ngn diaowg sumer...

sumpah..ila rindukan diaorg...

now,,ila xleh duk sowg2 lam bilk..

lau x eiyla akn ngis...

smlam tarikh 11/09/2012 kan...

tarikh nie burdei papa..

tp sbb bz ngn asasi nie,,ila lupa..

mayb i was the last in the family yg wish papa...

terkilan giler...

sumpah terkilan....

papa,,i misz u...

i misz ur voice..

kalau diberi pilihan,,ila nk benti asasi....

nk amik diploma..dekt ngn umah...

sangat stress skang...

i need to see my parents's face..

argghhhh,,,Allah....bimbinglah akuu..kuatkn semangatku tok teruskn asasi nie..

jadikan aku seorang pelajar yg cemerlang..habiskan pelajaranku di asasi nie dgn cemerlaang supaya akuu dapt jd ank yg dapt dbnggakn oleh kedua orang tuaku.... :)

dear papa,,i wanna say sumthim to you..

dear papa,,i know i am not a good daughter....kadg2 kak chik ader buat papa kecewa..kdg2 kak chik buat papa terasa aty..kdg2 lidah ini menuturkn perkara yg papa xsuka..tp kak chik syg papa...papa,,kak chik kat cni sangat rndukn papa..kak chik sngat sygkn papa,,widout u i would be lost....kak chik rindu smngat dri papa...rindukn kata2 peransang dri papa...rindukn sentuhan papa...rindukn sentuhan papa...rindukn org yg paham kak chik mcm papa pham kak chik..there's no 1 like u...i need u now...xbnyak yg kka chik nk coretkn kt cni..tp kak chik sgat memrlukn papa sbnrnya saat nie..sbb kak chik sgat rindukn papa....papa,,kak chik nk ucpkn trima ksih sbb jaga family kter dgan baek..sbb bgi nafkah seadanya buat kami satu family....papa,,kak chik mtak maaf ats semua dosa kak chk ngn papa..hope papa maafkn ank papa yg jaaaahat ini...papa,,kak chik syg pap smpai akhirat...trm ksih sbb jd seorang bapa yg baek buat kak chik...i misz u damn2 much....there's no 1 like u,papa...papa,,terima ksih ats semua pgorbanan yg papa lakukn selama ini..maaf kerna mash mnjadi ank yg kurang brsyukur slama nieyh....

i am not gud at words..but the world know that i feel lucky to have u as my father n I HEART YOU...

papa,,saya rindu saat ini...saya rindu sentuhan tanganmu... :(

 

PAPA,I'M REALLY SORRY

Ish...brdbar nya...ape nk jdik nie...nie sumer syaitn pnya psal...lau x neiyla xjdik cm nie..ish..bnc doe..BNC...cm nie...klmarin blik dri tsyen arab 2 neiyla tgok bag bdminton neiyla trbkak...curious babe,,,jmbalang mane lak yang main raket ak xbgthu..yelew ak xder kat umah..at least msg doe.....tnya bley ke x...raket 2 mhal. kay...100 n sumtnk...sooo plise...tnya dulu...

then g tnya my bro,,faiz...'paeh,,ader main bdmnton x td??lau main,,main dgan sape??sape yang guna raket kak cik??'he smiled...wtf...ish...smpah seranah lagi neiyla nie...'ader..paeh main dgan kak long n kak ngah..(kak long n kak ngah is my kezen from kl kay)..i said 'ouuuhhh..raket 2 ader trhntak kat lntai x..ader trgesel kat mane2 x? adeck lak jwap..'trhntak 2 xader...trgesel 2 ader...i was like...out of wrds,,,'hahrgh??trgesk??kat mane??byak ke gesel??mase gesel 2,,raket kt tgan sape...? then he said 'reket kat tgan kak long..'i was mcm nk marh..but sbb i pk 2 kezen..rela la jgak even xrela manew pown...lau my adeck,,ciap ko...

like thunderstorm i get my racquet,,tgok2 reket 2 da trclar..all disz while i jga cm glew2 xnk bg belok or trclar..but now it happened...bdow sgat...i ckap kat adeck,,'phni bo ar main reket kak cik..hbis calar...nk main crik reket lain..reket bukn murh taw dop...wtf he laughed at me...bdow pnya adeck..then i went to pinch him...ape lagi..nsib ko la neiyla coz tbew2 ....BUK!!BAK!!...kaki dia ats muka neiyla...he kicked me on my face...BDOW BNGANG...i pown ape ag..pinch him smpai kesn cubitan 2 wrna hitam n also did kick him 2...i ader smpan kuku...i used my nail to scratch him...da kena kang bila i brtkar jd gorilla kay...

afta that...tetbew ader cecair merh kwa dri idung..hbis kena my bju...hasl dri sepakn my bro td...idung neiyla da brdrah...at that tyme...tears are e/tink...hak3...

BUT WAT HAPPEND??

pg nie papa grak adeck bgun smyang sbuh...papa was like wat..paeh kena ape nie lbam2 gnie..he woke my elder bro lak..'ngah,,paeh kena gapow nie? then my bro said,,'kak cik buat..dia marh sbb reket ia clar...'so pg 2 paeh kna marh dgan papa...(it ends there)

around 8 disz mrnim...angah anta me g tsyen...ats motr 2..angah said,,,sudoh mung kak cik..papa tahu doh mung wat paeh g2 marin...papa marh weiii..td paeh kena doh..ciap la mg phnie...mg plak kena..2 la...wat agy g2...key keno...

i was like GULPPPPPP!! sdah do lar...tkot sgat..lau kena bebl xpew..tkot kena jrkah la..lau kna jrkah...mampos i cm nie...adeddeehhhhhh...tkot...but trully papa..kak cik pkul adik 2 bkan sbb reket..but sbb dia kick my face until my nose get bleedim....i know its too much 4 him,,but i couldnt stop myslef lol...
wateva la...mlas nk pk...but papa..i'm sorry....