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okay..mama pegi krsus ape tah kat prrdna resort 2 mggu...papa prgi krsus biro tata negara kat kuala lipis 4 ari....seyesly,,,i misz my daddy...mama??rnd gak...sket ar...sket kew.....byak!!tp papa byak lagi....WHY?? i'm closer to my papa....hek4....blew la diaowg nk blik...bowink cm nk mati lol...hek4....cm ner erk....

second thing is tetbew rndu kat arwah tok ayah....ayah,,kak cik rnd ayah....lupa nk bcew yasin ai 2...nty la ayh erk....hbis exam kak cik bcew byak2 tok ayah erk...skang xsmpat...nk kjar masa nk bcew...semoga ayah tenang di sana....

third thing is..esok exam physics...n now i'm here on9-ing....wat to do??erm...nk stop da nie....nk hbiskn post nie...pas2 nk g la bkak bku physics 2...hek3...annoying btol sbject nie.....ckgu 2 pown sama ar...hak3....mnyampahkan....blewk!!~ ~ ~ ~ ~

lagi ape nk ckap erk....erm...cm nie...xsbar nk tggu cuti 2 mggu nie...its not about sbb nk tdow lwat n nk bgun lwat,,but its about dats two weeks olidays,,i'm gonna hang out wid my frens at KBM...OMG!! xsbar sgat2 lew....xsbar sgat nk hang out ngn diaowg..i misz the moment when we're together in six.....hak3....kwan2,,,shbat2 sixth soulz,,,cpat2 la hbiskn exam nie..kita hang out xingat dunia kay....know why??stres ngn xam glew nie skang...hek3....bay n azah > adiah akoo xbeli lagy...hak3....

lagi apew erk...n to all the bloggers,,plisz3 doakn saya dapt jwap physics esk....sbb skang rase cm phy 2 xder ilmu lnsung kat dada....ok2....da3....


Salam 1 malaysia,,
NABYLLA a.k.a IEYLA!!

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Seyesly xder bnd bk ctew ai nie...

n i'm sad...

tah napew...rase cm byak buruk blaku kat ila disz lately...

wat's happening here act??

n seyesly its totally not bout ame kay..

nutim to do wid him..

its me who's got the big damn2 prob..

am i psycho??

the answer is YES,,A LOT!!

hurgh...

tah ler...

rasenya stres exam kowt...

haish...

gilew sket lau musim2 exam nie..

got 2 go sbb otak nk pecah...

bye2...

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RINDU SERINDU RINDUNYA ~~~

Askom pmbuka bicara....hek3....da bpew lama agknya xon9 eyh??lame sgat da kn..fb pown x...fs pown x....blog nie pown lame da xup date....adoi ar....exam la pnybab sumer nie..gngu jew kn...hek3....

smenjak xon9 nie...ila bru perasn ila xthu apew da jd ngn idop ila skang....dulu cm sdar ar jgak ape jd sbb sri2 i write here kn....lpas lame xup date nie rase cm sifar.....00000000......memori btol kosong...xthu nk ctew ape kn....

well.....exam ok....kcuali ai nie ar....ader kew ptot ckgu 2 tuduh ila menipu....HELLO!!!!! I'M NOT THAT DESPERATE NK TIRU ORANG SEBELAH K.....saya pown ader otak ar...ade akal ar....ader kepandaian n kebodohan sndri ar.....xtiruya lah....wat pening kpala jew...bnc.....blewks3......menyampah lol....wat to do??rase cm nk bunuh je...hak3....catat rekod la sowg ahli kuaga saya is a murderer....iaitu SAYA!!hek4...enuf is enuf ar...xmau ckap sal bnd nie....nk nangis n rase cm nk sepak terajang orang....rase cm nk bkar rumah jew....ENOUGH!!

then...focuz 2 my life plak.....ape da jd kn??saya dgan family..ok jew....sdikit salh pham 2 ader....mayb its was my fault....dgan kwan2 rasenya makin msra...rasenya nk ok kt...hak3.....n thankz bay ajar akoo math mod..dgan jiran2??hek3....xrapt pown...sowi kay...bukn smbonk....but most of my neighbours,,they don't think 2 much bout studies...they like to work n gain 2-3 hundred per month...WHAT FOR??ish....i dun like dat...sbb 2 xcmpur....i can get along wid them...hahhahahahhahaaaaa.....me wid AME??mcm biase ar....xder prubhan lol...dia mash xmuncl n saya mash menanti....hak3.....tggu ar smpai mati...kah3....wateva lol...mlas nk pk agy...sbblau pk memg xjmpa hjungnya....so better shut up my mind and also my mouth...kah3....

but sgat pelik ar...selalu ila kna uji....uji plak ngn ame la....penat pk...cnthnya mase ai 2 cmping d skola...pnya excited ar nk g cmping.....sbb kitaowg memg da plan malm xmhu tdow...nk jd centry....nk bkak mknan byak2...nk buat satu bulatan then nk mkan...memg rncang glew2 ar....tp wat happened??mase otw nk g skola 2...jmpa keta ame....trus mood ilang n cmping ai 2 pown  bkak mknan tyme2 lpar n ader msa nk kan....sama gak lau ai khamis pnya last week....nk g exam kn pg 2...kna ar ready2...tennag2 kn....again nmpak keta dia...slalu kena cm 2....mcm sumone or sumtink is really trying to make me feel sad....xmhu saya gmbra...xmahu saya seng.....ataupown sumone n sumtink tu is 'me'??btol ar skit otk lau pk....bak kate bdak2 skola long gafar 'glow mkir!!'......hak3....

lagi ape nk ctew erk...pixs pwn xder nk add...aish...saki aty..hak3....n title kat ats 2 cm 2 sbb nya saya rnd blog ar....lame dah xup date....enth knapa.....kemalasan n kemengantukan diri da enguasai nie....maka saya nk tdow...AHA!! disz week n next week mama n papa xder....diaowg pegi krsus...n saya bley 0n9....hak3....k ar.....da....nk tdow....

P/S:iloveyoutillthedayidie

salam 1437....hnya yg memahami akn pham ape mksd 1437 itu...hak3....

I LOVE HER OKAY!!

Okay....askom...nk ctew sket....ari nie memg byak ila buat dosa....byak sgat yg kwa dri mult ila 1^$#^#@@^&**#^(#@#^&*@@@$%&*&*())!FGBN%$^#@&*% ......... byak glew menyumpah kay....bcoz of what??sbbnya ai khamis mggu lpas...ckgu dsiplin pesn supya pkaian skola lngkap...means tdung kena labuh,,ader lncana n name tag,,,,terbus,,,,peticoat n singlet...n ape2 je ar brkenaan etika pkaian skola 2..ila tahu ila skola agama...but i am i...me is me....noobody can be me...memg diakui ila memg xprnh lgkap pkaian skola...trbus xprnah pkai..gnti dgan skaf jew...peticoat n singlet 2 xprnah pkai..pkai masa form 1 jew...naik form 2....METOW key.....xpkai ar....cuaca pnas.....xthan...so memg selama nie xpkai....jadi blew kate ai nie ader spot cek..ila pkai ar...sbb selama nie spotcek selalu je nama kena ambik kat prefect yang knonya perfect 2 kan....tup tup...blew pkai,,,,,xder spot cek...dgan cuaca pnas cm #%&#R%&* tu,,ila muka memg xyah ckap..muncung n akibatnya sbject chemy ai nie,,,ila xbg prhatian....asyik dk kibas tdung jew...wargh!! annoying tol ar.....sakit aty kay.....

title kat ats 2 plak specially dedicated 2 pia....i love u...even pia kwan ila lam blog n fb jer,,,tp ila anggap ila knal pia....dunia akhrat...(over x nie)wateva la over x....tp nk pia pham lew yg ila xprnah pk pia bruk or ape....xpenh pk pia nie DIFFICULT or dun know how to SOCIALIZED kay....ila xprnah pk pia cm 2...n act,,mase bcew ur previous post 2..memg aty da kuat katew bukan ila org yg pia post 2,,tp gatal ugk nk tnya...hek3....so,,i'm sorry sebb da salh anggap...n trully,,,honestly,,,I'M REALLY SORRY kay dear...xsngja.....n thanks pham ila......hey dear,,insulted me in many ways????? no lol....pia xpenh buat ila cm 2..n sumer nshat pia kat ila,,ila titipkn lam ingtan n xpenh rase uncomfrtable lol dear.....so,,,the conclusi is,,,,ila yang misundrstood u,,,,,,n take note of disz dear,,,pia xpnah sekali pown lukakn ila kat blog or d fb kay....i'll appreciate on all ur advices towrds me n love to be ur frenz till DEATH!!

P/S:mayb semggu dua nie xkn ader update bru sbbnya ila exam mid year...mama xkn bg on9 pnya lew....n gona misz pia lol...beside murni n ina....hek3.........iloveuall!!!!!

:) :) :)

Wellow.....Wellow....Hello....n Helo......hek4....how r u??

kih3....

erm.....nway......today mornim....woke up at 8.13 a.m.......went home....(smlam tdow umah nenk),,did the laundry...folded the clothes....iron bju skola....basuh pggan mgkuk....swept the floor...n kejew2 lain lew....

dalm kul 10.30,,abg ngah anta g skola..jmpa na kat cne....g tgok kwad jp..then jaln g billi....smpai 2 kitaowg g tgok bju ladies....ader yg ila brkenan....tp duit xder...cdey btol..nafsu shoppim trpksa dthan..hek4....pastu g 4th floor,,g beli satu set gelas...beli untuk adiah prkhwnan kakak paeh..then paeh smpai....jmpa paeh kt cne...paeh 2 pak we na...ila tman dia jew...then g mkan kat foodcourt.....na mkan kuey tiau tom yam...paeh mkan nasi goreng...n ila mkan roti bakar...mase 2 bru kul 12....xrase nk mkan bnd brat mase 2......hek4...

pas2 kitaowg g jaln2.....paeh blnja na baju satu...jeles wei....jeles sbb ila pown ader brknan bju kat c2...tp xkn paeh nk blnja kowt....xmask akl lau jd g2....hek4.....bak katow chong 'glow mkir'....hak4.....

then around kul 2.15 g2 blik...paeh nk jmpa agy act,,,tp mama na asyk duk col jew....so trpksa blik...hak3.... erm.....mase nk blik 2,,,ila bg la adiah yang beli td kat paeh...but biasa lew...LELAKI....dia malu nk pegang adiah 2 even adiah 2 dalm plastk....so trpksa lew g anta dia smpai ke motor n letk adiah 2 lam raga motor dia....

but credits 2 paeh ialh...kerana kemaluan dia 2 lew mnyebabkn na n ila kna lintas jaln g kat tmpat parking motor dia n kerana itulah ila dapt jmpa keta ame...ila rase cm separuh idop ila dikembalikn semula mase nmpak keta ame 2....mase 2 mama dia tgah drive....ila rase cm dapt blik jasad ila yg selama nie ilang tah ke mana.....snyum trukir...pnuh kasih n penuh iklas....senyum yg sarat dgan rndu la weiiiiiii....hak3....so MOHD FAIZ HAIZAD,,,thanks ek bwak ila dgan na g kat motor td....ats faktor itulah ila dapt jmpa keta ame....rase sgat brtuah....ila rase ila 'HIDUP' ari nie...kalau selama nie mati,,,ari nie ila dapt tenaga....smpai mama bebel td pown sbb g billion xckap dgan dia,,ila snyum jew....keta ame sdah brjya buat by idop k syg......hek4.....P/S: xckap dgan mama g billion,,tp kat papa da inform kay...hek4.... 

pstu....the rest is history kay....hek4...

jap2....jap agy nk g tsyen kul 5....n title kat ats 2,,,snyum smpai 3 kali sbb jmpa keta ame....sayangkamoo!!

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Pegi skola...balik skola...

bowink...

add math cm hamppeh...

xpham apew pown..

blewwwwkkkk...

bnc3....

meh nk ctew sket...

frst pjk..ader kew ptot ada sowg ustzah 2 buat simulasi haji...

g arafah la..mina la...tawaf la...n so on la...nty nk g haji ila g la kursus haji...bowink buat simulation td..

jemur tgah panas n rase cm melekit gila..brpeluh siot...

sbject ke dua bi...cm biase..buat essay...hak3...wateva la...xkesh sgat pown...

pastu syariah....ustaz nie bg rehat lewat...xsmpat g mkan....ish...sumer bnd xelok ai nie...

APE NK JADI??

lpas rehat QS....Quran Sunnah...mcm biase..tah napew la ustzah 2 suka ila buat kesmpulan setiap topk yg kitaowg pelajari...tp xpelew...sbar jelew dgan ustzah nie sbb she's doing her practical...hargh!!

then masa add math...ape ckgu explain cm thundrstorm...cpat sgat..lau ila ckap ila xpham...msti dia kate ila lmbap..ataupown msti sndir tnya 'awk PMR dapt bpew??matematik A dop??' aish...ila rase cm nk penggal kpala ila jew skang sbb ila xpham add math...kah3....add math add math....gila ila pk kn sbject  nie...

sbject last bio....cm biasa....ckgu suwo lukis...ila lukis...ckgu kate sape ciap bley balik...maka walaupown lukisn 2 cm tongkang pecah pown ila anta ugk sbb nk balik awl...

the end is ila pown lmbai kat skola 2....sbb now i'm home...wid my prents n sblings...on the bed...wanna slip...hahahhahahahahaahahhahaaaa...

P/S:bila lew nk hbis skola nie..hek4....cpat2 lew cuti bulan 12 nk g oliday n joli katak!!!!

keh3....

...

Saya sunyi..

jasad saya mati dan kaku!!

E/THINGS IS IN HERE OKAY!!

Semalam....saya menangis lagi...sbb saya rndukn ame....kenapa mcm nie jadinya....saya nekad kat diri saya...nty saya form 5 bru saya akan cntct dia balik melalui alamat umah dia n dat tyme,,saya kn bg dia my fon no...n masa 2 saya akn mtak dia jelaskn pada saya ape saya masih pnya arapn untuk brsma dia....klau d answer is 'NO',,fine.....i'll let him go from my life....but now,,,,saya belm brpath aty.....n yes,,,,,i cried blew dapt taw ina da ader pggnti.....bhgianya dia...cmburunya saya.....CEMBURU??no......hak3.....xpown....i'm hepi 4 her...she deserves that okay....menangis bila taw ina bhgia sbb saya trtnya2 bila saya pown nk bhgia cm 2?? hak3.... fntasi semata mata...hurgh!!

then....semalm jam brdetik kul 12 tu,,,ai jadi kwan saya....mohd faiz haizad....kew mohd haizad faiz??tah ler...xsure manew satu....ape pnya kawan akoo nieyh??hak3...yelew...bru knal rapt bru2 nie jew..mane nk ingat...hak3....alasan semata2 akoo nieyh...hek4.....but,,,HAPPY BURDAY,,IZ....SEMOGA IZ DIPNJANGKN UMUR,,,,,MAY GOD BLESS U FOREVA,my dear frenz.....> so semlm dia dapt fri col....maxis bg...no celcom 2...dia xdapt agy....so,,through the maxs no,,,,he called me dri kul 12.15 smpai kul 4.18.....hak3....enth ape akoo ckap ngn dia pown xthu...tp dia 2 jens mendgar lol...ila lbey mendominasi prbualn 2...blew ila tnya napew...dia ckap xder modal...sudhnya dua2 snyap...pas2 il gelak lam fon 2 sbb dua2 diam.....pastu ckap,,,diam,,,gelak,,,ckap,,,diam,,,,gelak,,,,,smpai la kul 4 lbey pagi 2,,,dia suwo ila tdow...maka saya pown tdow...ATT: to all the people,,,saya dgan dia xder paper kay...dia 2 bf kwan baik saya...xkn ler saya nk tikam kawn dri belkang kan....faiz 2 dia col saya sbb saya lah agent pncri jdoh dia n kwan saya 2....paeh2.....hak3.....

pas2 lak....ai nie ai ibu kan.....to my beloved mama,,PUAN FARHANAH LEE BT ABDULLAH,,,,thanz 4 bringing me n my 4 other siblings 2 disz world...u meant a lot to me....i love u dunia akhrat mama....sorry 4 all my wrong doings n insyaAllah,,,,i'll be a gud daughter to you.....xbyak nk ckap sbb i'm not gud at words,,,,but what i know n what Allah knows,,,i love u smpai dunia nie kiamat...apew2 jadi...saya tetap ank mama.........berbhgialah mama di ari ibu ini.....n pada semua wanita lain yg bergelar IBU,,,selamat hari ibu ye....sesungghnya,,tgan anda bisa menggoncang dunia......

apew agy ek.....n saya da xder idea nk menulis.....saya syg semua org yg syg saya ats dunia nie....

n semalm,,,bila saya tdow,,,,saya mimpi....ader owg dtg berbisik d tlinga saya....katanya....

'HARGAILAH APE YG ADA DGAN KAMOO SKANG...JGN SMPAI IA HILANG,,,BRU KAMU HNDK TRCARI2 AKAN KEHADIRANNYA....'

sapew ek owg 2??ader kew people sekeliling ila yg ila take for granted??haish...pening ugak nk pk nie....hak3....otak membeku...kah3.....

n last but not least,,,,malm nie nk kwa makn dgan family smpena ari ibu......gonna eat tnyte....lantak la ape nk jdi pown.....kah3.....

n to all the readers,,,mayb next post ila ltak byak pics sket kay...thankz ats krjasama anda...love u.....

post kali nie text dia wrna wrni sket kay..sbb saya nk idop saya wrna wrni cm nie...hek4...ape pnya teori pown tara tahu....

RINDU BLOG!!

Okay...first of all....rase sgat rndu kat blog nie..rdu blog kay dri fb....hak3....busy memanjang....xder mase tok 0n9....keadaan xmgizinkan ila tok bersenang lenang dgan intrnet connection nie....ila pown pnat sket skang...byak bnd prlu ila pikir...family,,6th souls,,,rakan2,,,kekasih hati,,n others yang menyrbutkn otak lew...

secondly,,specially dedicated to ina,,,,a lot of sorry sbb xwish burday ina...busy sgat2 syg....pening kpala...fb pown tara on9....so xthu bila burday ina....so,,syg epi belated burday...semoga pnjang umur....bhgialah ina di dunia n di akhrat...saya syg kamoo!!

third,,nk gtaw saya xon9 sbb exam da nk dkat....busy dgan camp kawad kaki 3 days ago...n byak la bnd nya...xpayh nk ctew kat cni sbb taip nie pown dalm keadaan leth...cm gila sket...not in the mood lew 2...

agy,,saya masih syg n rnd kat ame....ai 2 nk g skola...jumpa keta dia n dia la drivernya...nmpak dia xtrurus...rmbut cm xsikat n sumerla di mata saya,,byak dia xkena....dia x trurus cm 2 sbb dia rnd saya kew??aish!!melalut ar nie....blewk3!! xmo ckap da....nty ngis....

n the line goes dead....saya putus asa dalm membntuk mood yg hepi n saya nk tdow...emosi xbrapa betol n sesgguhnya,,,,ini adalah kerana saya merindukan AME!! dia xprnah ilang sesaat dri pkran saya....sayang kamoo....


p/s:ina,,,da ader pak we bru kew syg??
     if the answer is YES,,I DO,,,wellll,,,semoga bhgia syg... thniah!!

THANKS EK FARAH!!

when you think of your mom's cooking.what do you think of?
nasi ayam

what is your longest time sleeping?
10 hours

name top 3 of your favourite dish
nasi ayam
ujang panas
pizza

would u share an umbrella with a boy?
yes,,but only if the guy is AME....

would you rather run 400 meters or do push ups?
400 meters

who did u contacted on your cell phone today?
Azmi

did you doodle your note when teacher was explaining in school?
tahler....

what was the earliest time you've woken up?
4.30....reason ape pown xthu...

have u watched the same movies over 3 times?
depends on the movies

5 people to tag

bay..
sape2 jeler yg rase nk buat tag nie...