RINDU

Mama n papa ke jkarta pagi td..

bru bbrpa jam..now i'm missing them...

nie frst tyme diaowg xder ak rase sunyi...

rase rnd nk tatap wajag diaowg..

rase rnd nk dgar bebeln diaowg especially mama lol..

cpatla blik...

beli brg kak cik nk..ten balik kay..

rnd nk tgok muka mama sbnrnya!!

:(

SAYANG SAYANG SAYANG!!

Assalamualaikum sayangness...

hek3...

gud mornim darling ame...

muahs kat pipi..

(cehs,,aram 2 neiyla g kisz pipi ame 2)

hek4..

hurmm sayg,,da bgun tdow ke ai nie??ke duk tdow lg nie..

smlam ujan la yunk,,,sjok...

tbew2 tringat kat ame lak smlam...kui3...

saygnya by kat ame..hek4...

hurm darl,,ai nie pkai bju wrna pew??bru kew??

puth kew??tp ame slalu pkai bju itam xpown puth kn??

hek4...saygness,,rnd lol...rnd by x nie??

hak3...skang by tgah tgo ctew adnan smpit..lucu ctew nie..syg mai la dk tepi by..

kita tgok same2 ctew nie...hak3...

eh k ar syg,,,by bz sket pagi nie..tp dalm aty by slalu ader ame!!

SAYA PENCINTA SETIA KAN??

Haigh...hak3...

sara trkrjut ugak..trnyata saya seowam pncnta yang setia...

blew tgok daisy path 2...rupa2 nya saya da setia dgan ame slama 1 thun 7 bulan...

trnyata masa stkat ini tdak mampu mggugat saya...trnyata saya belom kalah dgan masa...

whai kekasih,,cnta saya trhdapmu tdak goyah...

kekasih,,saya masih cntakn awak...

esok2 tgan kita bertaut kembali kay...

by sayang,,cnta dan rindukn ame...

by gembira sgat sbb by mampu buktikan pada semua,,

mampu bktikn pada dunia bhwa by mampu mncntai orang yang sama untk jgka masa yang pnjg...hak3...

by trlalu heppy sbb by mampu cntakn ame sepnjg hayat by...

hahahhhahahhaaa...saya cntakan awk smpai bila2....

muahhhhhsss...muaaahhhssss....muaaaahhhsssss...

sayangnya by kat ame taw... 

1 WEEK OLIDAIZ!!

Hak3...heaven sgat..kah3...smlam xg skola sbb my skola ader buat mjlis perasmian cakna HEM....so,,,,dri prgi memanas n memeluhkan diri dalm dewan yang 'besar' tu,,,bek ila duk umah....bley jgak cuci tgga umah,,sapu n mop lntai,,jmur n lpat kain...buang sesawang kat syiling umah n so on la kn....hek4....sbb xder owg kat umah ugak,,saya tdow d umah..dalm blik mama..air cond ciap trsdia..nyenyak la eiyla tdow..kui3....

then today pown xg skola gak..bukn ape...ai slasa n rabu cuti sbb ai jadi sltan..khams my skull amik cuti prstwa..so lau g ai nie..bju skola krew pkai shari jelew...pastu bsuh,kena iron blik sumer..xkew rugi 2??pkai sari,,nk kne bsuh n sgala mcm...mnyushkn..hak3..nway,,xg skola pown,,ader gak rase tkowt...nrvous ugak la tkowt ader ckgu tnya mane saya xdtg skola kn..lntak la...tp lntak2 pown,,lau nty ckg tnya,,nk gtaw alsn ape ek??aish...nie kna col qiela nty tnya ader ckgu tnya sal eiyla x nty...hehehheheheheheheheee...

so,,intihanya,,,saya cuti lngkap 7 hari....hak3...inilh ciri2 pljar cmrlang skola..hak3...knon la nk stret a..skola mlas g...hprak la ko nie neiyla..kui3...

AKU BNC LELAKI??

hUrm...

tgok tittle 2 btol kew??

naaaa..i dun tink so la dear...

cm ner nk ckap ek...

tah la..

yg pntg skang saya sdey...

actually its not my prob..its my frenz's prob...

tapi saya trut brsdey..

dpan my frens i try 2 smile..

but its a fake..

saya tnjuk saya kuat dpan dia..

tapi sblah dalm saya sdey dgan ape yang mnimpa dia..

n dear fren,,,

i know...u pown snyum n brglak ktaw xiklas..

u sbnrnya sdey kn...u trluka sbnrnya kn..

hey!!

that boy!! wtf..

siot..

bhlol...ko lukakn aty kwan ak yang dalm diam2 cntakn ko..

ko nie xthu mghrgai la..

ak bnc ko sgat2...

DA AR...AK TGAH CDEY...XLEH TAIP PNJG2...NTY AK CTEW APE SBNRNYA TRJADIK!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today woke up about 7.00 o'clock in the mrnim...sleepy lol...sbb smlam brgyut dgan kwan..hek3...get ready..mandi...break fast...n g tsyen dinamis..hek3.....

smpai dinams around 7.55 g2....masuk la my claz,,PTD 19...lam kul 8.45 cm 2,,ader sowg ptugs datg gtaw ckgu awk xdtg ai nie..kena msuk PTD 22... my frinds and i were like shit!! heh....neiyla da taw da clas 2 rmai pljar laki dri pljar pmpuan....hurm....mask lm clas 2..da ar pnas..bdak lelaki claz 2 nkal2..diaowg ttp air cond..pnas ar siot...

pastu ader sowg laki nie...mamat nie memg nk crik psal ar...ader ke ptot dia ckap 2 me n my frens..'bkpow gak dk pkai bju adik..xdop bju bsar kow?''erm...wei..suka aty kitaowg lol...my frens,epa said 'taw la..kot ar nk pkai bju gapow pown..nyush kow mek mg kow??guna duit tok mg kow??' i just said 'tawla..glow..sbk nk jga tpi kain org'..wtf..he kept smiling...bdoh..all disz while kitaowg seklas dia buat derk jew...tetbew ai nie blagak alim tgur2 kitaowg..shit u...okay2..memg kitaowg ngaku pmakaian kitaowg memg cm 2..but nty la...afta disz we re going 2 change..but wait la...need some time kn...nty da ready sumer kitaowg ubah la..jgan dsak2 n sndir2 gnie..i hate it okay...damn tol lol....

mase nk blik 2 plak..he n his frens tggu kitaowg kat luar..dia ckap 'mggu dpan pkai bju kurng desh'..ish...glew....but,,gonna talk 2 my frens..nk pkai jeans n blouse cm biase or pkai bju krung..i dun like 2 wear bju krung bcoz the weather is sssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooo damn2 hot..glew doe....hish..sush tul lau ader owg xpuas aty dgan kita..haish!!

lpas 2....balik.....lunch.....sbb amaln xshat..lpas lunch,,,ambk pillow n bolster,,mask blik mama..tdow dgan mama n papa...parents were on d bed n me on d floor..hak2..no larh..on the matress lol...hek3...kul 4,,mama grak suwo bgun...on9 jap..n afta disz gonna iron my skola uniform lak...kui5....

DAAAAA.....asslamualaikum!!SALAM 1 MALAYSIA!!

TAK SUDAH SUDAH LAGI

Hurm....saya rndu awk...rnd awk sgat2..nape awk buat saya gnie...saya ngis taw x blew saya rnd awk..awk taw x sksa cm ner idop saya tnpa awk di cc saya??hmpir sparuh dri idop saya,,saya hbiskn dgan pk kn awk..awk sgat brnilai dalm idop saya..khdrn awk lam idop saya byak mgajr saya erti rndu,,cinta dan kash syg yang sbnrnya..aduhai..saya bg2 mrndukn awk..awk,,,tlg la saya....kmbali la blik pada saya..sasau saya tnpa awk d cc saya...malm2 saya ditemani linangn air mata...

awk....dsbbkn awk..saya mnjadi seorg yang pndiam..i mean dgan kuaga...lau dgan kwan 2 havoc sket 2 ader..dsbb kn awk,,saya xleh dgar lagu jiwang atau lagu cdey..hati saya mudh mnjadi snstif n akn mengis..awk..ke mana saya nk crik awk..kdg2 2..saya rase gak kita mkin dkat..tp entah kapn akn brtemu...ye awk..sya xleh tgok org kpel kat dpan saya....saya cmburu...saya naik hngin satu bdan..saya gelsah..saya jd rndu awk..saya jd cdey dan saya akn menangis awk...awk...knp bgini akhrnya cnta kita..knp??ape salh say awk...mgkinkah saya dri dulu lagi memg tdak lyak digelr kekash awk...

awk,,kdg2 saya trtnya2..knapa kita di temukan.kalau akhrnya prpisahan??apa hkmah kita ditemukan sbnrnya??ape tjuan kita ditemukn yang saya belum nmpak??saya xrase Allah menemukan saya dan awk supya saya mndrita bgni krn Allah xprnah kjam pada hambaNya kn..jadi ape yang blom trsngkap sbnrnya...ape sbb kita brcinta dhulu dan kita dpsahkan??ape tmbok bsar yang mghlang cnta kita sygku??

hargh...saya gila dgan situasi yang mnysakkn  nie...tp ape yang lbih pedh ialh saya gila dgan cnta ini..saya gila dgan prasaan saya ini...awak..jgan biarkn saya trkpai2 cm nie..awk cpatla blik...saya penim skang...sunggh smpah taat setia saya rndu awk...awk,,,saya tgu awk smpai skang..lau la stiap hasil pnulisan saya ini dapt dsmpaikn pada awk,,,algkah gmbranya saya coz awk dapt bcew luahn hati saya...i'm not gud at wrds..so if u can read disz,,,,alhmdulillah....tp bnd xkn jdik knytaan...knpa semua ini hnya impian smata2...algkh pdihnya untk diteln..Allah...bntulah hmbaMu ini...aku lemah Ya Allah....

awk...td g tsyen saya dgar ctew pok jat ngn wina n ctew pok oud ngn epa...saya cmburu sgat dgan diaowg..ctew wina ialh wina mse 2 jd escort untk pskan kwad kaki skola...so tgas wina mse 2 angkat air....air 2 brat..pok jat dtg drik blkg..'meh abg angkat..brat nie..nty leth..meh abe angkat...'epa lak dia memg salh sowg squad kwad..kwad la lam 3,4 jam...pastu rhat..pak oud dtg jmpa epa bg air 100 plus yang btol bsar..mayb bg yang ader kpel rase bnd 2 cm biase..tp x bg by...by tringn ame buat bnd yang sama kat by...by nk rase kash syg ame..by nk owg tahu bhwa cnta kita pxrnh brkbur..tp??bila awk....hahhaharghhhh..saya buntu...saya kust...saya nk brsama awk kmbali....

awk...saya mash rndukn awk hngga ai nie..hati saya luka....jiwa saya mndrita...batin saya trsksa...pkran saya kusut...nyawa saya tndus...dan jasad saya KAKU...krn seluruh jiwa saya,saya sudah SERAHKAN  kepada awk dan ape yang saya tahu,,saya hanya MERINDUI awk.....

JOM HEBOH

Nk g..tp nk g dgan ame...

tp,,lau tggu dat lover,,memg smpa blew2 pown xkn g...

bukn ape..JOM HEBOH nie kn frst tyme buat kat kb..

sure sgat la akn rmai kpel prgi cne...

saya??

bek xyah g lar..buat sy cdey n cmburu ader la kn...

LATER

Gonna post sumtink tomorow..

now,,,got no tyme...

sumtink happened that nid me 2 b there...

MISZ U ALL!!

113TH POST OF ME

Askom whai semua...sape semua??hurm....hak5....nape saya gelak sowg2 nie...haish...nie da merapu..n if there's sum1 out there who knows me,,he/she would know y i'm laughing widout a reason...hak2....it means i feel sad or wanna tell sumtink...

okay..like this kay...rase cm crush kat sum1 nie la...cm ner ek??nk ckap name dia kew??xpyah kay..let God n me know who is he...memg la crush..but trully...ame xprnah saya tggalkn pown.,,mcm ner nk ckap ek..bukn nk mainkn prasaan owg..tp ader sket crush kat dia la...tp sket jew la..n actually saya xkesh pown sal nie..saje nk brcrita..hek3...but u wanna know sumtim??

hek3...lpas dri ame tggal saya,,DIA adlh lelaki prtma yang bkak aty saya untk ader pwasaan crush blik...yelew..sblum nie lau ader kwan2 bg no pown..saya msg dgan lelaki2 trsbut,,kpal tp sket pown,,sekelumt kuman pown,,snips kulit bwang pown saya xder aty kat diaowg..kapl sbb saje2..suka suki knak2 riang...sket pown xder rasa cnta n syg..tp disz DIA brjya buat saya brknan kat dia...tp SUMPAH AME SAYANG,,,saya suka dia jew...tp saya syg awk lg taw...kalau di surh pilh ame dgan DIA,,saya absolutely pilh ame syg doe..ame adalh cnta ptma dn trakhir saya kay...trakhir kew??hak3..entah kawin nty dgan owg len...HOLD D HORSES..not allowed to talk bout marriage kay..hak3...

but wateva it is...saya taw DIA xder pwasaan untk saya..dan saya knal diri saya..cnta saya msh untk ame..selamnya..mane mgkin DIA bisa mermpas rasa cinta i2 dri saya kn2.....hek3....itu adalh krna ak adlah pcnta yang setia....

PAPA,I'M REALLY SORRY

Ish...brdbar nya...ape nk jdik nie...nie sumer syaitn pnya psal...lau x neiyla xjdik cm nie..ish..bnc doe..BNC...cm nie...klmarin blik dri tsyen arab 2 neiyla tgok bag bdminton neiyla trbkak...curious babe,,,jmbalang mane lak yang main raket ak xbgthu..yelew ak xder kat umah..at least msg doe.....tnya bley ke x...raket 2 mhal. kay...100 n sumtnk...sooo plise...tnya dulu...

then g tnya my bro,,faiz...'paeh,,ader main bdmnton x td??lau main,,main dgan sape??sape yang guna raket kak cik??'he smiled...wtf...ish...smpah seranah lagi neiyla nie...'ader..paeh main dgan kak long n kak ngah..(kak long n kak ngah is my kezen from kl kay)..i said 'ouuuhhh..raket 2 ader trhntak kat lntai x..ader trgesel kat mane2 x? adeck lak jwap..'trhntak 2 xader...trgesel 2 ader...i was like...out of wrds,,,'hahrgh??trgesk??kat mane??byak ke gesel??mase gesel 2,,raket kt tgan sape...? then he said 'reket kat tgan kak long..'i was mcm nk marh..but sbb i pk 2 kezen..rela la jgak even xrela manew pown...lau my adeck,,ciap ko...

like thunderstorm i get my racquet,,tgok2 reket 2 da trclar..all disz while i jga cm glew2 xnk bg belok or trclar..but now it happened...bdow sgat...i ckap kat adeck,,'phni bo ar main reket kak cik..hbis calar...nk main crik reket lain..reket bukn murh taw dop...wtf he laughed at me...bdow pnya adeck..then i went to pinch him...ape lagi..nsib ko la neiyla coz tbew2 ....BUK!!BAK!!...kaki dia ats muka neiyla...he kicked me on my face...BDOW BNGANG...i pown ape ag..pinch him smpai kesn cubitan 2 wrna hitam n also did kick him 2...i ader smpan kuku...i used my nail to scratch him...da kena kang bila i brtkar jd gorilla kay...

afta that...tetbew ader cecair merh kwa dri idung..hbis kena my bju...hasl dri sepakn my bro td...idung neiyla da brdrah...at that tyme...tears are e/tink...hak3...

BUT WAT HAPPEND??

pg nie papa grak adeck bgun smyang sbuh...papa was like wat..paeh kena ape nie lbam2 gnie..he woke my elder bro lak..'ngah,,paeh kena gapow nie? then my bro said,,'kak cik buat..dia marh sbb reket ia clar...'so pg 2 paeh kna marh dgan papa...(it ends there)

around 8 disz mrnim...angah anta me g tsyen...ats motr 2..angah said,,,sudoh mung kak cik..papa tahu doh mung wat paeh g2 marin...papa marh weiii..td paeh kena doh..ciap la mg phnie...mg plak kena..2 la...wat agy g2...key keno...

i was like GULPPPPPP!! sdah do lar...tkot sgat..lau kena bebl xpew..tkot kena jrkah la..lau kna jrkah...mampos i cm nie...adeddeehhhhhh...tkot...but trully papa..kak cik pkul adik 2 bkan sbb reket..but sbb dia kick my face until my nose get bleedim....i know its too much 4 him,,but i couldnt stop myslef lol...
wateva la...mlas nk pk...but papa..i'm sorry....

PIA

SOFIA...

sorry lau i ader buat u xcmfrtable tok kwan dgan i...

but the true is dat is not sooooo me..

i'm not that type...

mase buat status 2 tgah pnas..

adui la...

sory10000 n hope 2 be ur frenz olwais..

memg slame nie xpenh brsua..but i da anggap u my frenz...

knapa la td emo sgat...

its juz bcoz i'm standing at my frend's side...

btol rase hmpeh skang...

soory 4 maself..

A LOT

P/S:mesti pia pk neiyla idung xmncung pipi trsorong2 nk kwan dgan pia kn..adeh la ko nie neiyla

SPECIAL KA??

Hek3...

title ats 2 cm bgus ja...

but juz wanna tell dat

'noting special happend 4 today'...

hak3....

TANDUSNYA IDEA AKU..

18032010

sayang...

trkh kita mula2 knal,,

frst2 msg adalh 18102007..

tapi syg...hbngan kiat mati di tgah jaln...

lau kita msh brtrusan brsama...

kita da mncpai 2 tahun 5 bulan kita brsama syg...

P/S:iloveyousyg....

RINDUNYA SAYA KAT AWAK

Sayang..saya rindu sgat2 kat awk...saya rindu sgat da...

nape cm ne hbngan kita..semalm saya mimpi indh sgat...

saya mimpi kita jumpa..awk pgang tgan saya...

awk lap air mata saya yang mgalir sbb saya trlalu gmbira cnta kita kmbali brsatu...

awk  bwak saya jaln2..awk blnja saya mkn...

awk belikn saya adiah smpena saya 9a ai 2..n saya gak berikn awk adiah yang saya beli mase burday awk 2

n agak pelik mimpi 2...awk snap pitcha tgan awk pgang tgan saya..then awk upload pix 2 msuk blog saya..

awk tlis c2..jari jemari kita kmbali brtaut...

memg caya la awa mimpi saya 2...

hak3...saya suka mimpi cm 2 n at d same tyme..sdey gak sbb xthu ia jd knyataan x...

DAN AWK TAHU X!!!

SAYA DA TGGU AWK SELAMA

1 tahun 6 bulan 2 miggu 4 hari

NO TITLE!!!

Wat happened ea disz mornim??hurm...let me recall frst ea....hak3..kay..woke up disz mrnim at 9.40 am...mthari da crah dik wooooooiiiiiii...ank dara jenis ape la neiyla nie??Wat??i dun care..bukn nk kawin lagi pown..nty nk kawn neiyla bgun la awl ek..hek3....

frst,,did the house chores...swept the floor...n mopped it tooo..kui3...then me n my elder sista,,wash the stand fan..wash kew org pgil??ke clean??wateva..i dun even care..my blog wat..its up 2 me nk tulis ape pon...sape2 jgn nk cbuk..but lau nk tgur neiyla tara kish..tegur la...4 my own gud kn..hak3...then g amik jens kips yang sama kat umh nenk..cuci untk dia skali..her fan is not drty like our fan..hak3...biase ar..umh ank muda dgn umah owg tua..umh owg tua lagi brsh kn..hak3...nama pown ank dara bgun kul 9.40 kn..memg kena lol....hek3...

then....took our brunch...went to a nearest stall,,,bought a pcket of teh beng...haaaaaa...sodap..kah3...afta that...folded all the clothes...then went to put the drty clothes in the wshing mchine...while waitim for the clothes in the wshim mchine,,i went to iron the skola unform..skola nk bka da ai ahd nie..seng sket lau da gosk kn...no nid 2 waste tyme nty..ai jmaat n sb2 da bz lol....blew wshim mchine da done...my sista lak g jemur..pnat dri td neiyla jew yg buat kejew..ur turn lak weiiiiii pmpuan....hak3....

then mama came back..xthu from where....i dun bother 2 ask coz tired kay...she cooked tomyam,,aym halia,,belacan,,telur dadat wid prawns,,n other few thngs la..neiyla xingt..pncuci mult lak watrmelon yang maha sjuk...hargh..ape ag..mkn jelew memndgkan ai nie adlh ai last saya mkan nasi kn...mkan la puas2 dulu..esk da xmkan da....brkorbn sket so that i can wear the blue blouse...hek3...

next..wtched adnan sempit..dat story is so damn fuckim funny..my fmly gelak pech pert..then i said..pdan la mncech 7 juta owg tgok...its funny...yup2..funny....untk owg yg xder pwasaan,,limpa,,aty,,jntung,,,n gen gelak dlm diri dia..memg dia xkn ktwa..hak3....

wat else argh???my mum msuk tdow...me n sista brebut laptop....i gave to her frst cozz dia ckap nk guna kejp jew..5 mint..coz nk check email jp jew....ape ke aku tggu cm memberuk seekor diri..laptop xsmpai2....hmpeh pnya kakak...but xpela..jmpa dia pown jrang2 kn..sooooo beralh la...sbb she is alwais there wen i nid her....we give n take,ryte??i went to take some nap frst..then she woke me up..she gave me the laptop....aaaiaiiaiaiaiaiiaiaiaiaiai..i got it n now i'm blogging...heaven sgat....(haaaaa,,,heaven la ko...bku cuti nie xsntuh...lthan add math satu pown ko xbuat..heaven..kita tgok la kptsan exam ko bkak skola nie...)2 dia..dup dap dup dap dup dap....da nrvous nie..ape2 jelew...mlaz nk pk....eiyla trget 7a rasenya untk exam nie..i deduct chemy,bio,,phy n + math lol....ape la....sbject pntg untk neiyla g ke oversea sume rjct a..cm ner nk g egypt nk buat medic...aiaiaiiaiaiaiaiiaiaiaiaiai..manusia oh manusia....adui la....

thats mark the end for this aftrnoon n evening..mlam if adr peluang on9..neiyla ctew lagi my journey of life kay!!

NEIYLA ADER BAKAT I THINK...

Ok....neiyla sgat hepi ari nie...hak3...afta maghrb..neiyla n family went 2 kb mall..saje..family's day out..hak3...we went there n have pizza as our dinner..huk3...i ate spaghetti there..naaaa..not nice..lagi best yang my aunty buat..yay2...tomorrow she's coming here,,kelantan...i'm gonna ask her 2 make spaghetti for me...hek3....then we went to buy a few new pillows which cost rm 40.45 each..hurm..just bought three lol...we're not from rich family u c....but..syukur dgan our family life kay...then went to third floor...went to a pet shop..OMG!! that cat is soooo damn fuckim cute...i fall in love wid it..i ask my mum to buy it  for me....but it is 3000 sumtink..frget bout it..dari beli cat,,bek beli a new washim mchine kay..hak4....

then a frenz to my father called..halim..or we col him pok cik aling..he'so funny..he's very close to our family..not close..but DAMN2 SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CLOSE.....he's like our family...i dun know bout my other sblings,,,but the true is i love him just the way i love my father..he's being nice to me....when i got 9a's....he never stop from calling me pndai or said to me '''wooo..kak cik pndai dia...9a baru nih'..hak3..pak cik aling2.... ^ back to the story ^ sooo.he called my father..asked my father to go to his stall..stall kew?? entah..i dun know to call it wat..but its actually is an office where its an office of persatuan motorcross kelantan..pak cik aling nie pengerusi motocross kelntan..this office is near to wakaf che yeh..so apa lagi..my father went there...me,,sista..n mother went to pasar malam...jalan n jalan...we just bought oranges..i bought a blouse..blue in colour lol....

afta that...went to this pak cik aling's office...ha3....ordered some drinks..we hang out like gelak2 xingt dunia..i asked him..'pak cik aling loni wat gapow??nie jual nie...tutp kdai kul wapa??' u know wat he answered me??'xdop eh...main jual2 la...ngatop gak,,ttp la...'then i said..'xpelik la ngatuk2 gak  ttp..mugow pak cik aling katow doh key skni..main jual2..'"hak3...ape la kn...in there..segala mcm ada...ofice ada...stall pown ada..n karaoke room pown ada...as he is sooo close wid my mother...n she called my mother teacher..so he said 'teacher,,kak cik(me),kak long,,mai la g tgok bilk karaoke pak cik aling...haaaa..xtgok agy... mai la...so we went there...for the frst tyme nk g karaoke nie..actually nk g tgok jew....entah ape2 da prgi karaoke lak...mane taknya..mask jew..dia da psang lagu..kena plak dgan jiwa neiyla...lagu jiwang 90'an..memg masyuk lanie...mother n kak long just listening n laughing..me n pak cik aling mengempakkan suasna...gempaq kew??wateva...yang pntg..rase puas..we sang 4 songs...mantap la gbungan duet neiyla dgan dia..hak3...ape la doe....biarla...ilang stress..now i know y my angah suka karaoke...n i starting 2 like it tooo..hak3....i feel very happy coz he said 'teacher...kak cik pnya suara sdap la....bgus dia....ngaji pndai..lagu taw sumer..bley nyanyi blakow....bisow ank teacher..'hak3..bukn riak..but i love to be his niece kay..hak3....he's not my real uncle...but its not a fault if i wanna make him 2 be my uncle....habis nyanyi..he gave me a vitagen...yummy...haus la doe..lpas nyanyi..hak3...there are a few boys yang kejew dgan dia yang tolom buat air lau customer dtg...kwa dri blik karaoke 2,,,they are teasing me..ask me to duet wid them lak....no way..mgamuk my mum nty..nway..i know...they are kiddim n i dun take it as a serious matter..biase..bdak klntan....hak3...cool kay...

12.15...father ask to go home..n my mother did too..we have no choice...have to go home larhhhh..even xpuas agy nk nyanyi..i told my mother..lau nty kak chik nk dtg cnie ngn kwan2...lpas exam..ilang stress..mama jgan marh or hlang kay..mother kept quiet....rase mcm xleh..but we'll c nty lol...i rase dia bg lol....hak3..pndai ank mama nie menelah pkran mama kn...wateva la.....

reached home....salin bju....try bju yang beli td.. a lil bit sad..n,mpak bju td cm bsar..tp bila pkai..ketat sket...muat 2 memg muat..tp ader satu butang je xleh nk raptkn..kira xmuat la 2...cm ne nk gtaw mama..mama da tnya td muat x..i dgan  seng aty..ckap muat...esk lau mama tnya..mati neiyla lol...xpew...i da psg hjat nie...start lusa xnk mkan nasi...sbb i love that blouse bery2 much..nk pkai..tp kurg muat...so nak krus sket..nty bley pkai bju 2....org kate lau xmkan nasi...brat cpat trun..btol kew??(att.2 pia:answer dat ques..btol kew)....n lagipown..bukn xmuat byak..sket jew xmuat..satu btang 2 jew yag xleh nk raptkn....insyaAllah...nty leh pkai bju 2...bukn ape...lagpown memg nk krus sket pown...sbb lau bley twon nie nk raya dgan bdan yang slim sket..mtak2 la trcpai impian 2...kawan2...doakn saya kay....biar brat bdan leh trun sket..3 jew point pntg..1- nk pkai bju tu,,2- nk biar smbut raya twon nie nmpk slim sket...3- lau gemk sgat,,nty seng dapt pnykit..2 nk krus sket...biar sihat walafiat...pliz..doakn supya neiyla lawan nfsu mkan kay...insyaAllah....

kay lol.....nk tdow..da lwat....gonna slip wid sweet dreams...lorh!!! no i think..gonna sleep wid tears i think coz bay said...ari 2 dia ader nmpak ame...mula2 prasan no plat keta ame....then nmpak ame n wid his bro tgah beli nasi....but the gud thing is,,nsib bek dgan abg dia..lau dgan mak we dia..naya mati trkubur neiyla nty..fuh!!lega..wid his bro...tp nk tengok DIA gak...GOD..plisz....berikn dia kepada saya....hehehehehheheheheheheheheheh....

BAPEW HARI BULAN AI NIE??

Bpew ai buln ai nie??

ila lupa la..

al mklumla...cuti skola...xder menulis kn...

trkh pown tara ingat..hak3...

hurm...

bowing la....

cuaca da ar pnas..n i'm even sweating in the house..

kpas brpusim pown xrase pape...

mak ayh eiyla nie..owg suwo psng air cond xnk dgar..kang mengamk bru tahu..

ish3...pnas la weiiiiiiiii...

nie sumer pmblak hrm pnya psal...ko nie xsdar dri la..da ar pmblak hram...wat cuaca jd pnas lak..

da jd global wrming da dunie nie..nk kiamt da tahu x...eiyla nie pnas..hasil pmblakn ko tu,,,

da ar haram tu 1...n pmblakan ko 2 plak buat owg sush..buat owg pnas..lagi ar brganda dosa n sklan d kbur nty ko nk jwap..2 kalu ko islam..lau ko agama lain..lagi seng..msuk neraka je terus...

sorry kay..emo sket..actually bkn pnas cuaca buat saya jd gnie..pnas hati nie mtak nk dilpaskn lhar2 nya..

wargh...SHIT YOU....stupid.....

IT'S ALWAYS COMES NEAR ME!!

Heiiiiiiii..mslah xhabis2 aku nie..lpas satu...satu dtg..lpas satu...satu lagi plak dtg...xsempat slesai...msuk lagi satu mslah..kusut la pkran aku weiiiiii...ak tara tahu da nk buat ape..ak btol bingung..ak btol canggung..ak btul serabt..ya Allah..gila aku mcm nie..nape nie..nape mslah 2 dtg??

hei pmpuan...it comes from u....adui ar..it comes from me??yea2,.....sape suwo ko cbuk hal owg??kn kau da jerangkp dri ko sndrik??adui laaaaaa..ak penim..kpalaku pusim..naaaa..tolom la..gelisah nie....

haaaaaaa...ye...ak gelish..xseng dudk...xseng dudk??tp msh blogging??biarla ska aty aku la...slagi bnd 2 xjadi...xape..tp lau da jdik...i have to accept it...redha ke..xredha ke...pdan muka ko..sape suwo crik psal..org xcbuk hal ko..ko 2 lbey2..ak lbey2 kew??x mane pown..just curious jew...arghhhhhhh..gila ak cm nie..ape harus ak buat..its alllllllll damn2 hellll......bnc la bdoh.....haaaaaaarggggggg..tolom la...ak btol kust nie..mtak tolom sgat la weiiiiiiii..ak btul mcm taix skang...

kang da jdik..ak da smpah seranh lam post aku kali nie..sape suwo buat??alllaaaaa,,,btol ak xsngja...xley tark blik kew?i've checked it..memg xley tark blik..allallalalalalalalalallalalalaaaaaabdoh,,bingung,,,glew..v*v*,,cm helll sgat2 ape da jdik..

ish..nape aku smpah sernah nie???xder jaln lain kew...harghhhhhhh..plis2..i'm begging u God,,save me from dis 'disaster'...i know i can't face it...Allah..help me..plisz....

BZ ERK??

Napew xder owg update??

bz erk??

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO KAK ELIS

to kak elis..

selmat pgantin bru...

smoga bhgia ke ank cucu..

eiyla mtak maap xdapt pegi ur wedding ceremony,,,

sbb papa xleh anta..

sowi bebyak ye kak elis...

PAPER JELEW

Syg,,,

saya rase saya rindukan awk lagi..

saya rase saya kasihkan awk lagi..

pedihnya hati saya...

hari nie rasanya da 4 kali saya ngis sbb awk muncul lam pkran saya...

ape nk jadi dgan diri saya nie..

da xtrurus la,wak...

:(

MELALUT LAGI SAYA NIE

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I FALL FOR YOU

Hurm...hari nie saya mengis lagi..nape la idop saya sering saje mengis..knape??ape ada pada cinta sbrnya??ape ader pada ame??ape??ape??smpai sedetk pown saya xleh lupa dia..ape istimewanya dia??ape baiknya dia??ape manisnya dia??ape pada dia??jwap la sang hati weiiiii..saya merintih nie...merintih lagi..xknal pnat la saya nie..bila nk bnti..bila??bila??

harghhhhhhhhh...kdg2 rase nk lari..kdg2 rase tringin je nk hlang ingtn..bila saya hlng ingtan..saya xkni ngat awk agy..saya akn lupakn awk..saya akn lupa kn kengn kita..saya akn lupa no awk..dan paling pnting..saya xakn ingat da nama awk..bukn kh itu mggembrakn saya??tapi,,btul ke saya gmbra bila xingt awk??slalunya lau dalm shari tu saya ader sesaat trlupakn awk,,saya sdey..jadi,,mane mungkn bila saya lupakn awk saya akn gmbra...

tapi,,saya nk sgat lupakn awk...sbb saya sdih dgan hdup saya skang..suara awk,,sntuhan awk,,gurauan awk,,bayangan awk dan every single thing sal awk saya trbyang..mcm mne saya nk lupa awk??awk,,mase awk kapel dgan saya dulu,,awk ader pkai guna2 kew??guna ubt pngsh kew smpai skang saya trgila2 kn awk??ish..mtak jauh..n i know u..awk bukn jens yang mcm 2..i know u,dear syg...

ish..sygnya saya kat awk..nape ek??hati saya xdapt brikn jwapn...ape nty satu hari kalau di beri peluang untk saya jmpa awk,,bila saya tnya awk nape saya syg awk,,agak2 awk bley x berikn saya jwpnnya??bley kew wak??awakk,org kata..lau kita rndu sum2 tu sbyak tuuuuuuu,,dia akn rnd kita sbyak tuuuuuuuuu jgak..btol ke wak??ape awk rndu saya mcm saya rndu awk skang kew??

hurm...biarlh masa menetuknnya ye,,syg..

da ar melalut wei eiyla..buat sakt jiwa je eiyla nie..da2..g tdow..tngkn pkran..jgn ngis agy kay,,syg...

WAT IS HAPPENING??

WHY??

WHY AM I ALWAYS TO BE BLAME??

(SIGH)

I WISH I CAN TURN BACK THE TIME!!

:(

SAYA MASIH RINDUKAN AWAK!!

by xmtak byak..

cukupla skdar kembali kpda saya..

ckupla skdar jiwa kita kmbali bersatu..

ckupla skdar tgan dan jari kita bertaut semula..

ckupla skdar air mata xlagi mgalir di pipi...

ckupla skdar kenangn kita kmbali terungkp...

SAYANG,,CPATLA BALIK!!

BY TUNGGU SAYANG NIE!!

BY RNDU SAYANG LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

by nk kita bersama..

by mohon dan by mohon lagi...

I THINK ITS GOING TO BE FAIL!!

Saya rase kn...

saya akn fail dgan struk teruknya untk sbject add math...

0 mayb..

saya yakin say 0...

taw nape??

sbb sklan frst da xley jwap doe..

lmbap la saya nie...

okay2..

mood cuti jgn roskk kn dgan pk mrkah2 exm..

baik enjoy..lagi best...

we'll c my marks when the school re-open kay...

GREATEST DISTANCE

they say when you are missing someone that they are probabbly feeling the same...

but!!

i dont think it's possible for you to miss me as much as i'm missing you right now!!

BUT!!!

deep inside my heart,,

i hope u would love n misz me like i'm doing now,,,, 

WHAT IS SOOO WRONG WID ME??

You Complete My Life,,Dear!!

I Misz U Like Hell...

I Alwais Cried Just Becoz Of You!!

ITS HER!!

Hellow my dear,,,

just wanna wish u

 happy birtday kay...

may god bless u!!sweet 18th..

kamoo da makin besar..

hek3...

semoga bhgia slamnya dalm mnjalani liku2 khdpn ats muka bumi nie,syg...

tabah dan cekal kn haty dalm ape saje cbran hdup kay,,,

eiyla selalu doakn penyudah yang trbaik buat murni ye...

p/s:eiyla say something kat murni kat ats 2 mcm kita da lame knal kan...tp xpe lew...u r my blog's frens...frens jgak org pggil 2 kan...success olwais,,syg murni kay!!!!

SAMPAIKAN PADANYA!! AKU MOHON

angin bayu..

sampaikn rinduku ini padanya..

katakn padanya aku mash menggu...

katakn padanya luka ini sgat sakit..

tanyakn padanya bila dia akn kmbali??

selitkn secebis rasa kasih dalm rnduku itu ketika kau hndak smpaikn padanya nty!!

OH ANGIN!!

SAMPAIKAN PADNYA!!

AKU MOHON PADAMU!!

ILLAHI

hari nie mcm biase...pergi tsyen,,balik tsyen..

prgi,,balik,prgi balik...

borngnya idp...xtahu nape..

hari nie rase xsdap aty jew...mcm ader bnd nk jadik..

kew sbb eiyla ader lupa ape2...

kalau lupa??apa??apa yang saya lupa??

hurm...

pnatnya....Ya Allah..ape yang bakal brlaku?knape hati kncang sgat brdgup nie??

knape nie??jari yang menaip nie pown cm ketar jew...Allah...ape ksdhanMu bagiku Ya Allah??

aku pohon...redakn hidupku..berikan penamat dan kesudahan yang baik dalam aku menjalani hidup2 ku Ya Illahi...berikn aku pedoman,,petujuk dan sinarmu Ya Allah...aku mohon Illahi...krniakn aku kgmbraan abadi dalm hdupku ini..jgn ltakkn aku dalm kalngan orang yang gelisah Ya Illahi,,Ya Esa...aku sujud pada mu Illahi..aku pohon yang terbaik untuk penamat khdpnku Ya Allah!!

KALAULAH BOLEH!!

kalau bley...

nk tahu result dia lol...

hurm..

waitim la doe...

ATTENTION::dia is not AME!!

p/s:bay,,lau anda brminat untk kumen post nie,,jgan ltak sape name dia tu dalm kumen anda kay..

hek3...

HARI INI HARI KHAMIS

Hurm...

wake up  at 6.00...

muntah sket..

biaser la..

lau exam memg slalu mntah pown..

but today mntah sbb paper chemy...

chemy itu kan MENGIRA...

saya xska mengira...

aduuuuiiiiiii......

paper start kul 8.30...

smpai skola 2 revise lu mane yang smpat..

sharp 8.32,,exam mula..

paper d buka...

alhmdullilah..

bley jwap,,bley jwap,,bley jwap,,bley jwap...

n smpai last sklan sec C,,jammed...trsekat..

satu kuman pown saya xpham sklan 2...

lalu hati gelisah..rase nk ngis...

maka aktviti copy n paste pown brmula..

kah3...

(nape gelak blew copy paste??

ingat bjak ke buat cm 2??

wateva la..da lpas..)

seng tol saya bt cnclusion kn...

otak mghfal la..bukn kira2...

kah3,,,,

n yes..my friend,,wina..kena tgkap dgan ckgu meniru wid mira..

adeh la kowang nie...

nk meniru xreti nk cover especially wina..

xpew la..

twkal je la kowang kay...

hurm..

KRINGGGG!!!

10.32 masa tmat...

krtas d hntar dan say trsnyum lebar..

KENAPA??

sbb saya da tmat exam..

beban pown da trlpas..

hepinya hgga mnjilat jari...

kui3...

then recess...

xmkan pown..

g buat rmbongan che minah g dewan bsar skolah..

g jadi penontn result spm akn di umumkan..

bgga la gak..

my school produced straight a's sebyak 37 orang...

7 of them adalh straight a's + + +

bgga tol ngn diaowg..

out of 7 tu lak..

2 owang adlah peljar trbaik prngkat kebngsaan...

moga2 batch kitaowg akn buat yang sama pada 2011 nty..

balik kelas...

brguwau..

mengumpat...mgata..

gossiping lak yang jadi agenda kitaowg..

buat dosa plak krjanya...

bla bla bla bla.....

then kul 2...ader mjlis pibg lak..

actually xnk prgi coz slame nie mane prnah prgi pown..

but when last year i got 9a,,,so kna prgi amik anugrah..

received a white envelope...

bila saya opened the envelope,,its contains rm 30...

my friends n i said,,

RM 30 JEW??

then sowang lagi interframe,,

ok da 2 dri xdapt lnsg kay..

then we laughed...

kahkahkahkahkahakahhahahahahahahahhahah....

around 4.15,,papa dtg amik..

baik pnya ayah..

ank dapt anugrah..dia xhadir..

hurm..

tp sdey sket jew sbb ader kwan2 kat tepi kan..

hurm..

:)

mase otw balik,,jumpa keta ame...

saya tgok dkat tmpat driver,,nmpak abg long dia..

blew tgok sblah driver 2,,rupa2 nya ame is staring at me..

mase 2 hati brdbar kncang...

taufan pown kalh..

biase la..

panahan arjuna cnta 2...

kah3.

(ape aku melalut nie)

then tnpa sdar..air mata menits lagi...

ingat wktu saya smbut burday dia dgan air mata...

papa said : nape ngis tetbew nie??

bylla said : xder pape papa...cuma sbak jew..

hurm...

wateva la..

let bygone be bygone..

bnd nie jadi ptg td...

xprlu ingat sbb impian blum jadi knyataan kay,,ieyla!!!

smpai umah..

mandi n mkan..

gaya idup xshat..lpas mkan ila tdow..

pnat la brdiri tggu angrah tadi...

bgun 2..

tgok kat hp..

1 message received..

from na...

"west,,iz dapt 7"

i colled her..

paeh dapt 7 kew?

bgus da 2...

hbat da thap tu...

then i found out yang zakirin dapt 9..

n the best studnt,,NAIM..he got 11 a..

wow naim..

hebat ea kamooo...

kamoo otak no...

nty ajr saya add math yang maha brkuasa 2 kay...

kah3...

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO FAIZ,,NAIM & ZAKIRIN,,

congratulations kay my three frenz!!

u guys are the best la wei...

hak3...

then...mandi..

smyang maghrb...bcew yasin untk ayah..

ayh is my grand father..

ayah,,kak cik rndu ayah sgat2...

semoga ayah dicucuri rhmat di sana...

dinner...

mama g mjlis kawin..

HOOOOOORAY!!

dapt on9 lama sket...

then saya on9

&

here i am...

here,,write something dat i feel inside here
(my heart)

kah3...

MISS PAEH a.k.a MURNI

murni,,

jgan mara ek tittle post nie...

hek3...

hurm...

i have invited u...

check it ut kay..

hek3...

thanks sudi bcew blog yg xsbrapa nie..

kui3...

take care,,,syg....

THANKS TO GOD

Alhamdullilah...

mse hari rabu..

exams pndidikn quran sunnah

n

pendidikn syariah islamiah..

saya rase saya bley score..

sklan dia amat senang bg saya..

sbb saya membaca..

hek3...

otak saya adlh otak mghfal..

bukn mgira kay..

add math,,i'm sorry 4 lettim u down..

but insyaALLAH,,this quran sunnah n syariah i'm going to get a ++

insyaAllah la..

xtaw btol kew x..

we'll wait n c kay..

hak3...

BIOLOGY & ADD MATH

xperlu ctew pnjg...ckup skdar dgan 2,,,3 baris bcoz its going to be a quick post!!

BIOLOGY - sgat sush...sgat kew?wateva la..4 sure xleh buat..mcm shit semcm jew paper 2 td...wateva

ADD MATH - lagi la trsumbat otak ila td...sklan seng..tp sape suwo ila mlas buat lathan....akbtnya..4 sklan
                        saya tnggal kosong tnpa sebrang tulisn..wateva...

IMPORTANT NOTE :

W.A.T.E.V.A doesnt mean dat i dun care..

it means i feel dissapointd wid myself!!

TODAY TODAY TODAY

Ai nie exam physics...

kah3...

haprak tol la...

eiyla xleh wat paper td..

ila gelak bkan brmaksd xkesh kay..

tp gelak sbb nk elak dri mengis sbb kcwa dgan paper fzik...

its not like i dun care bout it...

exok exam add math n bio...

bio 2 okay ag...

tp add math tu..

mcm da trdetk nk wat jhat...

nk copy paste jew..

ader pluang x eh??

kui3...

wateva lol...

today...

e/thing going smooth except lau skali skala ame menerawang msuk ke pkran ila...

but its sokay lorh...

bye2...

WAT IS FIVE??

actually it was not tagged by agirlcallednas k..

but it was tagged by my dear ina..

Thanks ina..it was tag by her...

her blog - storyofinalife

tajuk post korang mesti ade perkataan "FIVE" cm high FIVE, or "FIVE" jer ker?? xkesah la ape2.. tp ade "FIVE"

1. Five name that people called you

thul

eiyla

adeck

na

bylla

2. Five important dates in your life (actually byk lg...huhu)

19 april - my burday

03 mac - ame's burday

18 october - frst time msg dengan ame

11 september - papa's burday

02 october - mama's burday

3. Five things you done yesterday

- jwap krtas exam

- tdow

- dgar lagu kump spin

- lipat baju

- revision yang entah mask entah tdak

4. Five ways to be happy

1. shopping of course

2. tdow dgan lena

3. dgar lagu jiwang

4. bergelak ketwa dgan rakan

5. borak2 dgan nenk

5. Five favourite movies

winter sonata

drum line

a man of honour

i'm not single

dil to pagal hee

6. Five favourite hobbies

kumpul bear

reading novels

dgar lagu jiwang

on9,,,,

tdow

7. Five favourite peoples

mama

papa

ame

bay

isnieda

8. Five favourite places for vacation (xnk jauh2,low taste)

langkawi

pulau redang

negeri sembilan

terengganu

ipoh

9. Five reasons your answer the survey

saya suka bnd2 tag nie..

ina invite suwo tag

sklan yang prlu saya pk

mengenal diri saya kowt

agk menarik untk di layan tag2 nie

10. Five persons to tag

pia

bay

farah

n sape2 yang rase dia brminat nk jwap...

kui3

WHAT HAPPENED LAST NYTE WAS TERRIBLE!!

Hurm..ila start stady semalam kul 10.15 kay....i studied n studied like hell...sooo much to be absorbed to my damn2 head..lmbap..sush nk tgkap..sgat bnci kalau stress la doe....huhuhuhuhhhhh...studied biology or i call it BIOL...n of course chemistry...ska chemy sgat2...suke kew??wateva..kadng2 ila suka..kdg2 x...balance la wei..kah3...
(ape yang eiyla da merapu nie.....) *sigh*

ila stady2...then tetbew alarm yang eiyla set kat hp bnyik...lagu mengulit kenangan...there it goes...it already 12 o'clock.ame still xblik lagi pada eiyla...n thanks god..ila mash sbar...ila xtitiskn air mata mase tu..even hati rase kena cuck dgan lembing yang maha tajam..masa 2..than jew yang thu betapa ranapnya hati ila..betapa rapuh n goyahnya hati ila..betapa lemah nya ila hdap situasi hrapn ila musnah hnya dalm mse 2 hari..sket jew lagi air mata nk jath..ila cpat2 istgihfar n g bsuh muka..alhmdullilah...ila taw mse 2 ila tgah blaja..xnk gngu my concentration kn...soooo,,went to make a cup of nice coffee for me kay...drink it sbb xnk bg ngntuk...i love it when masa blaja tu..ila sket pown xpk sal ame..i enjoying reading chemy...

then my orange clock showed 2.56 am in the mrning...i decided nk quit,,hek3...mengalah la..ttp buku..smpan all my stationeries,,msuk blik..bcew doa sket...trbaring ats katil..mase 2 ila da luang masa pk ame..hurm..agk2nya dia smbut burday dgan sape..dgan gf bru kew??tp dia ader gf kew skang??hurm..kena baling telur dgan tepung kat kwan2 x syg ila tu??bju wrna ape dia pkai??ila owg yang ke brapa wish dia burday??dia brgmbra kew??dia mkan ape burday dia??ape hadiah dia dapt ea??brtubi2 sklan sal dia yang ila pk...

it happened like this...

kaki ila melamgkah ke bilik tidur...mata tertancap pada skrin hp n70 n other smsung model..xthu hp 2 model ape kay..dua2 skrinnya gelap..xader bnyi biip menandakn msg atau pggilan masuk...hati ila sayu..hati ila merintih lagi..hati ila robek skali lagi dgan keadaan ini..lalu air jrnih keluar melalui mata yang agk sepet ini..satu persatu mutiara ini menitis menymbah bumi...ape lagi yang dapat ila lakukan??hnya mampu menangis...hanya mampu merenung kek yang ila beli untuk ame..ila beli kek black forest untuk ame...not to blow my own trumpet,,but its cost rm 55..ila beli smpan lam peti..ready2 lau ame balik pada ila...tapi semua nya hrapn plsu yang entah bila nk jadi knyataan...ila menags lgi..lagi,,lagi,,dan lagi...air mata xhnti mgalir...air mata by trlalu murah untuk ame...air mata by hnya dibuang untuk ame.hnya insan brgelar ame...Allah..bratnya dugaan mu..tegarkah ila mghadapi semua ini...bantulah diriku Ya Allah..ak brmohon...dkatkn jiwa aku dan jiwanya Ya Allah...lagi air mata menits..merembes keluar bgai tiada hala tuju...air mata ini menits tnda pedhnya luka yang ame tggal untuk ila...

then..to cheer up myself..ila ltak lilin ats kek..ligted up the cndles...ila nyanyi hapy burday kat ame scra prlhan sbb masa tu sumer da tdow...bila lagu da hbis,,ila katakn ayt yang brbunyi 'SELAMAT HARI JADI WHAI KEKASH KU,,SHAZMEER!!SEMOGA SAYANG DIRAHMATI ALLAH BUAT SELAMYA..BY DOAKAN JIWA BY DIDEKATKN DGAN JIWA AME!!SEMOGA AME BHGIA DI MANA JUA AME BERADA..INGATLAH,,CNTA BY CNTA SUCI,,DAN KASIH BY KASIH SMPURNA..BY SAYANG AME SELAMYA..XAKN BRUBAH WALAU APE POWN...SMOGA AME GMBRA SELALU" .....then i blew the cndles..ila cuap kek 2 sndri ke mult ila...terasa gila brbcra seorang diri..tapi hati ila lbey gila dgan cnta ini...

kek 2 ila ltak tepi bntal tnda ame mash di sisi by..by tarik selimut...hadiah yang by beli by pelok..by tdow dgan adiah 2...sekali lagi by ucap 'selamat hari jadi syg'...by ucap byak kali happy burday sbb by nk jadi owg ptama ucap kat ame..air mata dri tadi xprnah brhnti...lagu MENGULIT KENANGAN  dipasang..tdow la ila malam 2 dengan smbutan hari jadi yang berselingan dengan air mata dan luka pedih di hati..trngiang di telinga ila suara ame di masa kita prnah brsama dhulu...

sayang,,selamat hari jadi...semoga syg pnjg umur..di murhkn rzki...n slalu dbrkati Illahi..by slalu doakn yang trbaik buat syg..hadapilah hdp nie dgan pnuh sbar dan ingat lah by dalm doa syg....by slalu cntakn syg...cnta by trhdap syg xader gnti.ke mana pn syg prgi,,syg xakn dapt cnta sbgni drpd org lain...bukn brmksud riak,,tp by rase by da jadi yang trbaik..mgkin di mata hati syg,,syg xnmpak.by hrap syg sdar suatu hari nty...by selalu broa,,agar jiwa kita didekatkn...insyaAllah kn syg kn...semga syg bhgia selamya....

jam 3.57 pagi...ila tdow dgan titisan air mta..ila tdow dgan luka yang parah..dan ila tdow dengan sekeping hati yang mash menuggu sang kekash hati...lalu doa tdow di baca,,,,mimpi pun hadir di dalam lena ila....semoga hari mendatang akn lebih baik dari hari ini....insyaAllah...

A.S.S.A.L.A.M.U.A.L.A.I.K.U.M


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....

by cntakan sayng

its just a cake!!

TONYTE

Nk start stdy jap agy...

n 2nyte nk minum nscafe nk wat ilang ngntok...

SPM CANDIDATES (PIA & MURNI)

SPECIALLY I DEDICATE THIS TO FARAH AND SOFIA!!

results will be out soon..

wish you the best..

no need to worry..

everythings will be okay dear...

u have done the best..

insyaAllah the results must be GEMPAQ...

i pray to both of you..

GOOD LUCK!!

P/S: to other spm candidates,,gud lark...may god bless u all.....

A + + + ,,okay...

FARAH AND SOFIA ARE MY DEAR BLOGGIES FRENS......

ITS ALMOST TIME

Hurm..

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one more day left for me..

or else i'll celebrating his burday with crying..

hurm...

baby,,come back to me...

actually its not one day ..

but only a few hours left before the clock strikes to twelve o'clock...

MY DAY ON 05032010

Yellow..

hurm..

woke up at 7.07 am in d morning..

take my bath..

eat fried rice for break fast...

woke up angah,,asking him to send me for my tuition..

he rode the motorcycle like ghost..

five minutes i already reached dinamis tuition centre..

lollolollooollllloooo...

wateva!!

11.45,.i'm home..

folded the clothes..

kept them in the cupboard..

n now surfing d net..

up date my blogg...

2.30 gonna stop..

wanna do my arabic homework..

get some snap..

wake up n i'll be going 2 the arabic tuition...

7.00,,go home..

dinner n gonna start to revise..

exams is yucks..

i hate the word 'EXAMS'

kah3..

wateva..

face it,dear...

hurm...

hurm..

hurm...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

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Ari nie brjalan sprti biasa...

i cried at school..

coz d environment is being so stressful for me...

frens,,n so on..

argh...

reached home at 2.57...

take bath...lunch..prepare to go 4 my bad practise..

i'm wid abg faris,,my coach..

sha is wid na...

we had a match..

i won..yea2...

won the match coz abg faris is too good n i'm not..

hak3....

wateva larh!!

nyte..

ryte now..this seconds..

surfing d net...afta disz going 2 read bio i think..

or shud i read syariah??

haaaaa.....see???

i'm stress bcoz of disz crazy exam...

what??

yes..i admit it...my fault..

feeling stress coz the preparation is not early..

it is always 'LAST MINUTES'

gosh!!

TIRED TO THINK OKAY!!

2 MORE DAYS TO GO!!

AME,,

ai nie da 04/06/2010..

dua ari lagi ari jadi sayang..

by tunggu la...

ingat x ari valentine's day tu by ckap by nk smbut birthday ame dengan kwa makn,,

give u presents,,n segala macam..

buknnya smbut dgan linangan air mata..

so lam masa 2 ari nie..by hope ame kmbali pada by...

by trlalu brharap..

mayb clap by..sape suwo brhrap..

bongok by nie..hurm...

tp xpela..

by tggu dan lihat..

by smbut dgan gelak ktwa or air mata..

i hope crying is not my choice..

hurm...

i misz u like hell..

crazy2 damn2 hell..

i hope u can feel it..

P/S: sayang,,thun nie by xpost kad birthday kat ame...sbb xsmpat coz bz dgan revision nk exam...

       i bought 4 u a card...but i xpost...tp itu ckupla skdar mggambrkan kasih syg i pada u..mayb kad

       tdak memadai...but i hope u undrstand it...by tggu sayang...

SALAM SAYANG BUAT KEKASIHKU,,

                nabylla

EXAMS LOL!!

HURM...

ai isnin lepas saya hadap exam...

paper 1st adalh bm..

normal..i dun feel scared or nervous with those papers...

rest jap...

2nd paper was history..

thank god..

sumer yang eiyla bcew sumer kuwaa...

sgat hepi..

mase tulis esei 2 sgat mudah..

satu2 point dtg masuk ke kpala..

point itu di interprate..

then smpai ke tgan..

eiyla luah d esei...

on tuesday..eng paper..

also i dun feel scared..

eng is easy for me kn..

but on wednesday was mod math..

nie la bahangnya..

lau sbject no nie eiyla lemah sgat..

rnsing smpai malm selasa tu eiyla trmuntah...

esok nk exam math tu...

eiyla tdow bgun kul 2..then kul 4..then kul 5.30...then at last

6.32...

see????

i cannot even sleep lau sbject math nie..

nty tgok la untk sbject add math nty...

lnsg xleh tdow agknya...

ape kew bnd fnctions la...quadratic equations la..

n bla bla...

nk exam...

n now like clown i'm surfing d net..

bgus pnya bdak...

kah3....

but ok lol...

i think 4 sbjects yang eiyla da jwap rasenya bley a kowt..

kowt la kn..

xder la sure sgat..

kui3...

lau mama bcew blog nie..

alamtnya 3 hari 3 malm mama bebel sbb xyakin pada dri sndrik..

well...dats me..

self confidence nya yang agak rndah la mama...

trimalah ankmu seadanya kn..

hik3...

untuk sbject next week adalah

sunday - bhs arab + i like it

monday - fzik + i hate it double

tuesday - bio n add math + i hate it triple

wednesday - qs n syariah + oh yea..heaven lol

thursday - chemy + i just hate it widout triple or double..hahahhahahhaa...

well...dats just me..

i like to memorise..

hate devil numbers which force me to count..

hope to doing well in my exams..

but 1st exam...plyful lol...

kah3..

ape nk jd bdak nie??

kmbing kew?

nonoooooo.

of course a human atau mama ckap..

manusia...